mine

argh!

2010-03-11T21:40:00.002+08:00

camp is tmr and i'm like super stressed out! i'm not ready for like all these lah! i damn worried for NCO camp! ): howhowhow. solo night is like argh and i'm real tired! cant imagine i'm going for another camp less than one week after i break my last camp! sian! ohwells. wish me all the best! pray for all we can, lets just hope tmr will be a better day!

TIRED

2010-03-09T21:28:00.003+08:00

school is really tough and i dunno wat to expect. chaoyang camp just ended, and NCO camp is this sat. seriously, i'm tired. today and ytd were all spent in HTA doing liveshoot and dryshoots respectively. argh, kinda waste of time but ohwells, at least i got marksman. however, didnt do well at all. like mishot two bullets due to being unable to control recoil. heh. tmr would be spent in school doing council stuffs and department work. argh. and thurs would be DISC workshop and amath tuition!!! sian friday jogathon and going out, saturdayto monday NCO camp, tuesday and wed got course at HTA. argh. tell me wat to do.

i have no idea, but i need a break. someone needs to lighten my workload? heh. who knows whether it would be heavier after NCO camp. i seriously hope not. oh wells, all i can do is pray.

i have no idea what u want. when i was afraid, u told me not to be scared. now that i finally asked, you wouldnt give it to me! when you gave it to me, i was happy. but it all turns out to be a misunderstanding. tell me lah, watcha want!

TA-DA

2010-02-27T19:32:00.001+08:00

hmmm. just changeed blogskin! (:
whoohoos.

COUNCIL RECRUITMENT IS ON!!
hmm. it definately seems fun, but do think about it! (:

heh. school life is so not wonderful!! i have no idea why but the clique seems to be very different this year! like with new and more people, which is pretty fun. however, it still lacks a little bit of the craziness we all had. wondering wats wrong.

alot of things have been going on around me. schoolwork, file-check, homework, commontest, relationships, camp-planning and frenship, they all play a part in my hugeee headache. i really wonder whats stirring within me. i really wanna find the key to the door. but the problem is, CAN I?

i really have no idea what i want. i really have no drive to do anything. i really wanna sit down there and slack. but, the problem is, I CANT EVEN BREATHE. i hope, someone gives me a oxygen tank!

it seems that you're avoiding me and stuffs, but look, I STILL CARE! i just missed the times we had, all the fun.
talk to me will ya?

p.s. i'll be privating all these soon. tell me ya email!

MY QUIET TIME
heavenly father, Lord, God in heaven, I need help. i need you to be with me. i need you to remove my burden. i need you to set me free. i need you to tell me its okay. i need you to tell me my next step. i need you to hold my hand and walk me through. i need you to be my best fren. i need you with everyone i have, known or trust. Father, i pray that you'll shower blessings upon them and that Lord, you'll be with us no matter what we go through. For Lord, You are the holy God, Lord of all. Thank you Father, in the name of jesus name, AMEN.

2010; best of all time?

2010-01-17T11:57:00.003+08:00

picture was taken after camp during debrief. i only had one hour of sleep that night.

anyways, camp ended not so long ago like just about 7 days back? hmm. still trying to get use to normal school days. working self-proclaimed professionals unprofessional people give me a huge headache. isit me or what?! they create problems instead of solving and they suan and scold u straight on the spot. like wth?! heh. and guess why they're pissed when we took over the camp and took matters into our own hands? cos of monetary gains?! like wth? they get paid by how much they plan. i was just dissapointed with what they had to say.

school-life isnt that wonderful either... new subjects drive me up the wall like nobody's business. not to still mention about CCA and COUNCIL. NPAP training is coming up and i dun the least like it! ): but no choice! stll have to go! haizzz...

2010 seems like a tough year for council. a year where God seems to be testing his peopple and his organisation. it seems that we must really have the faith that the Lord would bring us through the waves without capsizing and that we'll stand on land eventually. we do not noe when we'll hit an iceberg but all we can do is pray that our ship wouldn't be damaged. waves and seastorms have been brewing and just within two weeks we walked through many. though there might be more to come but i'm sure that my Lord, our God would bring us through it.

when the oceans rise and thunders roar, I will soar with you above the storm.
Father you are King over the flood, I will be still and know you are God.

boring

2009-12-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

well, life has been pretty boring recently so nth much to blog about. But still, lets just revive this damn thing.

Been trying to figure out alot of stuffs recently but not working at all. Damn. Wat to do??

Well, genting next sat night all the way till 30! Hahah. Shoppingshoppingshopping! Like i love the shop ''radioactive'' there! They are like so abstract art lah! Kinda looking forward of escaping this land that is looking like theres going to be a drought and the next moment flood to a colder climate area! Haha.

guess wat, this sat is a ITI family day, next sat is 9div family day and the following sat is ATI family day. Retarded! Havent tot of a way to celebrate countdown! Anyone? Hahah. Looks like we'll all have to wait till christmas end before planning ahead!! IWANT PRESENTS, SANTA!

2009-12-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

Today went for standard chartered 10km! hhaha. It was pretty good! Really! seriously considering about doing half marathon next year! (: hahah. Hand muscles aching! (dunno why...)

Thanks so much jenny and valere for coming down and God for seeing me through the race! (: be back with more updates soon, i guess!

Cheers! :D

off i go!

2009-11-26T07:39:00.000+08:00

have been pretty busy recently!! Thats why have not been blogging much! (x hahah. I just hope that someone would be able to lighten my workload. This moment, this very moment!

Heh. Going cambodia in the afternoon, i hope it'll be fun lor. Yupps. so with that, BYE AND MISS ME!! (:

p.s. Somethings just cant be said openly. You noe wat i mean...

that xialan-est women!

2009-11-20T00:00:00.001+08:00

omggg. I am so pisssed off with that bitch that i could just murder ger this very moment! Someone stop me! Argh. Omg.
THAT BITCH TOTALLY FORGOT THAT WHEN SHE WAS BITCHING ABOUT SOMEONE HOW BITCHY SHE WAS.

2009-10-19T19:23:00.003+08:00

heh. so kayaking was like on both thursday and friday! and it was really really awesome!! cos we really FINALLY got the hack of it! its like from i cant even control a kayak to deep water kayking and choppy wave kayaking which is like WOW! and really really enjoyed it! i mean, i dun mind taking it as a PE 'O' level sport if mr yeo actually come to allow it. yeah. and its also SUPERSUPER tiring cos its like paddling and paddling and paddling and sitting up straight and more sitting up straight and locking your legs and more paddling so yeah! its not really that slack at all, but as an OVERALL, i ENJOYEED it! maybe not for the last part of friday, but i still did lah. haahha, my legs have four tones on the inside, but the outside is like the normal tone! haha. this is weird! and i dunno why, but MY LEG MUSCLES ARE ACTUALLY ACHING WHEN I AM SITTING IN A KAYAK! ohwells. (:

staurday and sunday were like BORRRING! hahaah. i was on the sofa for the wole day! and today was ERR! and i am actually feeling pretty down now, and i wanna talk to somebody!! not gonna talk much bout the day! alrights, enjoy the night. (:

HAVE A GOODNIGHT PEOPLE! (:

dun assume.

i'm having a confusion because of you.

argh, you're driving me crazy!

pissed.

2009-10-14T22:47:00.002+08:00

OMG!! I'M SO PISSED WITH PPL LOKE DUN THINK FOR OTEHRS JUST BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID STUFFS THEY ARE ''CONCERNED'' OF! LIKE WTF?!
NOW, WHO CAN LEND ME NEW PE SHORTS?!

i'm so tired of living with you. I'm so tired of living in you. I'm so tired of living in your shadows. I'm so tired of thinking of what i wish to happen which wouldnt. I'm so tired of everything...
perhaps i can leave down my past. Perhaps i can leave you behind. Perhaps i can think on my own. Perhaps i'll find a better one. Perhaps i'll find someone that cherishes me!! Perhaps, pherhaps, perhaps, i'll forget you.

i dun give a fuck!

2009-10-10T22:10:00.004+08:00

FREEDOM OF SPEECH IS RUBBISH.

1) you have totally no say to wat i am doing and how i handle things.

2) i dun give a fuck about your comments.

3) this is my blog and i write wat i want here.

4) if you really think you are in the position to comment about me, go pee a puddle of urination take a good look at yourself and think again.

5) if you still think u are in the position to comment try harder, maybe you'll get your facts right someday.

p.s. just in case u go kuku, crazy and we might have another nutcase in Singapore(as if they are not enough.) lemme just tell you, you're in no position to comment. not now, not forever!

where are you? where am i?

2009-10-04T21:25:00.002+08:00

MISSING!!

no, i'm not joking! he's really missing like at khatib on friday! pls let me noe if you guys see him around. or you could ask him to go home. EVERYONE IS WORRIED.

i need to study! like really! i'm dying so soon. so, i'm gonna wake up tmr morning to study! yes i am!! (: jiayou everyone, for this final last run!

who, what, why am i to you?

your toy? your dog?

come to me when you feel like it,

treat me like dirt when i think about it.

what am i actually?

am i still me, i realised...

i am just someone, living in the hopes of YOUR tomorrow.

oh, shut it up.

2009-09-30T18:12:00.003+08:00

if rubberbands have their maximum, i can snap too.

oh bloody hell stop it. i don't give a fuck about your comments. like excuse me, you're in no position to judge me unless i give you the permission to. no one can judge anyone as they like except for God. so stop it. i have my limitations too.

ohohhoh! and there were like tremors at my house! the whole house was shaking! like really!

oh! and i'm supposed to blog this ytd! i was suppossed to blog bout chan! i'm now seating beside her for math which equals to talking, math. talking, math. like yeah.

not to self: gerald lim bing xian! i have to study! study till all my hair turn white and drop off, i still have to study! i have to study! study till my pupils turn white and drop off i still have to study. i have to study! i have to study! study till my head drop ff i will still have to study! so why are you still reading this?! go study!

2009-09-26T00:01:00.004+08:00

crazy, wild, confused.

today was pretty good. paper one was pretty alrights. i really thank God for giving me the inspirations and holding my hands, teaching me how to write word by word. the lord was with me. Math was good too. i managed to like kinda pay attention! Jai was super funny! i swear! so was jenny and yan xin! like they were all out to disturb mr tan! and also not forgetting the oldold teacher!

"class, i want all of you all to close your eyes and calm down... so that we all can b holy." says teacher.

''HUH?!! WAT HOLY"

"if you all dun close your eyes, you all cant be holy. i will close my eyes with you all so that you all can relsx." says teacher.

i was like totally WTF?!

went lidu with val after that! we were more interested in the brokeback mountain the new movie thing... LOL. and i had LONG JOHN! and macs ice-cream!! (: Ms ng was reall funy too. she said she couldnt teach me without my paint, but she tilll thought me verbally in the end. like wth??!

finally... the most exciting part of the day! NUM!! NUM!! NUM!! i went and got a tank!! haha. quite glad! now i got two! yeah! :D :D :D

CALLING ALL NUM LOVERS! BUY NOW!! CELEBRATING FOUNDERS DAY WITH 50% OFF ANY PURCHAS OFF TWO ITEMS!! (:

i really can't read your mind.

i'm deep down confused.

you, pls tell me wat you're thinking.

you, pls tell me wat to do.

you, pls be with me.

2009-09-23T22:36:00.005+08:00

Life is sooooo full of twist and turns. This momoment i thought i could turn back on the idea, something else that makes me chage my mind happen. Today's pe 'o' level incident was a perfect example.
Almost gave up the idea of taking pe 'o' lovel, if it was a combined sciences class but wat mr yeo said totally made me give it a second thought.
''gerald. i need you to take up another sport other than volleyball.'' i was like hysterical and shocked!! Finally mr yeo let me take volleyball!!! Argh. Fun fun fun. Really reallyy confused!!

Anyways, happy early bday kass, best buddies ever.

P.s. Its so cool!! I realise my phone can also upload pics!! Argh, i'm in love with it.

2009-09-11T10:50:00.002+08:00

alrights, my blogger on the com is so screwed up that it doesnt seem much a difference to blog on the phone.

i wont be able to upload any pictures on blogger in any case, so i won't give much a damn about on-ing the computer...

Yesterday wasnt really fruitful, but yet, it was fun!! Haha. But i need to study!! I need to pray!! I need to have the lord with me!! I need to have you with me!! Yes, you mean that much importance!!

reallyreally hope that i can make it down tonight!! Like really, athough it doesnt seem much of a possibility!

Argh, i'll have to go study now!!

2009-09-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

hmmm. i went prawning today, never study at all, for the whole day! well, thats partly because dad's home and he's gonna have he's next intake reall soon, so we went out!! so u noe, we went prawning, den after that my uncle cought this prawn that is at the very least 6inch! i swear it is, WITHOUT THE KIAPKIAPS! done well today, i must say! ladyluck was on my side and the rest of the ppl were like super lousy, no pro ppl to learn from! no kick lah!

hmmm. i'm gonna study and clear most of my homework tomorrow! i'm planning to go yishun library! yeaps, i'm gonna work reall hard! so, cheers! (:

i noe i like you, i noe i love you, but i'll have to keep my distance
(well, at least for now.)

101 post

2009-09-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

my 101th post. dunuwant it to be like this at all....
i'm not in the mood to blog at all. like supersuper saddd. ): arghh.
dammit. check out my twitter for "updates".

2009-09-05T23:17:00.002+08:00

eww. Fuck! I dunlike wat i just comprehended. Maybe i shouldn't have thought about anything in the first place. Fuck fuck fuck!!! THIS IS DAMN GROSS LAH!! I DUNLIKE THAT FUCKTARD! ARGHHH!

P.S. I'm now totally like shack and tired. Wat else more could be irritating me other than my red, blooodshot eyes?! Argh.

P.P.S. I'm now just like a rubber band pulled to the maximum, any minimum irritation will make me snap and start blowing my top at you!!! I have tolerated to the maximum, and i'm really pissed. Fucked up man!

2009-09-02T17:55:00.002+08:00

hey! I finally decided to blog agian!! Report book is out tmr, and i think i done super badly for my grades!! Haha. I really need to study hard and this is my self reminder. so, ppl, jiayou, and lets run this final lap together! Cheers!! :D

P.s. I blogged this with my lovely phone!! I love my e63

2009-07-11T20:48:00.003+08:00

gerald lim & johnson kow (:

heheh. much have really happened this week and the last. the smiles and the sulks, the "huh?s" and the knitted eyebrows. (:

last week had been kinda okay lah, i actually forgot wat really happened.

today have been pretty family for me. tuition in the morning and headed to bottle tree park later. i cant believe i'm saying this, but i was actually excited to go there and play the longkang fishing or smth liddat!! funfun. hhaha. caught fishes for my sis fish tank and when it was almost full, caught fishes for random kids that seemed pretty helpless and the parent werent giving attention.

life's pretty unpredictable RECENTLY. this moment you think u found THE ONE, the next moment, "proof!" the person is gone. hmmmm. well, thats life, its unfair. but the old goes and the new come sooner or later, and this cycle repeats, over and over again. not forgetting the smiles and tears, though. heheh. i dunno, but i hope life would be better, well at least soon i guess. hmmmm.

idunnowhyi'msayingthis,butFCUKOFF.

oh. and blogger is still screwed so i wont blog.

2009-07-07T20:52:00.001+08:00

on hiatus!! (:

i'll be back to blog, when blogger "recovers"

2009-07-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

I SWEAR MY BLOGGER IS FCUKING SCREWEEEED. AND YES, I'M PISSED.
you seem to take forever to reply.

2009-06-20T17:33:00.004+08:00

sometimes, its just amazing how people fail to appreciate, till you lost wat you've love.

days been passing so quickly. and i've like done soso much. i really need to work harder.

17/6:

heh. went out with parents in the morning. was sosososo glad that i need not report back to school for trainings and etc. my holidays have been filled with studystudystudy and trainingtrainingtraining. well, i am not to claim that i'm smart, but after that five hours in a silent reference library, i've to say my head was going to explode. haha. saw the zhen binghui guy taking pictures at the library and got totally distracted! and i swear, its by the flash! its like freaking annoying!like everyone was reading and there was flashflash. argh.

18/6:

drill comp training totally turned me charcoal, AGAIN. learnt new formation asn loads of stuffs changed. was supersupersuper tiring! i'm not looking forward to anymore trainings.

19/6:

new actions were taught and we had to paractice and practice to be perfect, to the T! and drills in the morning were badbadbad, till the second last water break, where everyone worked super hard, and it looked sososooso good lah! well, at least it felt good to look good! ><

TODAY:

boringboringboring. tuition without fiona is like quite boring. i seriously need her to spice things up, man. kerisa is likelike super lame and ask super dumb questions lah, like a replica of kass sia. just finished packing my bag. heading to lavender later in the night!! haha. i'll heading to west mals! tilltill wednesday? yar, i think so. miss me ppl! i noe you will! (;

i wanna meet you badly.

2009-06-16T22:30:00.005+08:00

PHS 8th SC training camp!

how great would it be if we were kids? hmmm. like just plain slacking around. its juat like a forever mundaning job to throw a tantrum and indulge in the world of innocence and illusions. its time to think how much we've polluted this world, sinning and living in the fear of death, in the world of sins and not knowing that christ cares for us most.

today

went for road safety course with the sec ones today. boringboringboring. i totally had no one to share my opinions with, i was so afraid of giving bad impressions and scaring the so called "frens" away. instructor was boring as well, not the least humourous compared to the SANA instructors. still remember the first lecture instructor telling us then answers so directly. he was like "so, do you all noe the answer? the answer for the 1st Qn is all of the above. in case u all dunno how to read all of the above, the alphabet is E! and just in case u all are illiterate, *clicks and falshes on the screen* this is how it looks like!" classical right?? haha. i spent the rest of my day sleeping and slacking away. thats all, i'm planning to run tmr! nights.

p.s. i spoiled my Mr small. arghh

you noe how much u mean to me, deep in my heart.

2009-06-15T19:10:00.005+08:00

PHS 7th student council 2009!

heh. PHS 7thSC. nice pic we've got there, one of the only few we took together. hmmmm, lets see, alll of us are like up there! cool, eleven. really really wondering if we'll move up together, as a batch to 8th council. seriously, i'm even doubting if i can make it through. i'll miss you guys loads though, thats like for definate. looking at how we endured through the camps, building bonds and working together. guiding and ushering in PTCs and rahrah-ing the sec ones up, and even just screaming at the top of our voices during cheering sessions, we've been through so much, TOGETHER. thats wat we been through, even though some might not have been fun or tough, its the memory that count, the thought in each of us, the time we've spent together, as one batch, one student council. perhaps we've not really lived to the standards of 5th student council, but i've say we've not let the seventh student council down.

YESTERDAY

ytd went out for dinner with my relatives! celebrating fathers day since i'll be away this weekends. funfunfun. been quite long since we sat together and ate. (: went home and met up with someone to pass some things! heheh. one of my most memorable times in my life, i swear.

TODAY

Today was great! like supersuper wonderful! headed down to fion's house with sis, and tuition frens. like totally spent my whole afternoon there and when i came back, it was like a open durian marathon for me. ><

you noe i'm missing you EXCESSIVELY.

2009-06-13T21:18:00.002+08:00

gerald and amanda

this was taken ytd! realise that i got tanner?? haha.

today was not bad, except for the fact that i wanted to see someone but didnt have the chance and that the person is daoing me and johnson's sad. yar.
lunch was great! buffet at royal park with dad's sergeants were not bad, but they kinda daodao leh. hahah. went home after that and tried to arrange a date with that someone but to no avail. i just hate ppl daoing me. pisses me off to no end. like will it kill to reply? i'm seriously pissed.

john arh! dun sad alrights?? i'll be there no matter wat, i'll be there for ya! (: just like u were there for me. when the night is at its darkest, its means that the sun will soon rise.

all i'm aking for is your reply. is that too must to ask for?

p.s. kass told me to say she's a good fren!

2009-06-12T23:27:00.005+08:00

sunburn!!

whoawhoawhoa. i'm like finally having time to blog! the week have been super tiring, filled with council camp and np, i'm so happy i endured through it. lets start with council camp!!!

hmmm. this year council camp was considerably not bad. i mean, i think camp comm planned it well. i dunno if there were interal screws lah, but as a camper we didnt see major ones, so yeah! WELL DONE AND THANK YOU LOADS, CAMP COMM! and to my surprise, it was slacker, so yar, moving on to activities!! hmmm. i think it was relatively fun! well, although my group only consisted me, andrea, amanda, zillin and john which is super little ppl compared to the spongebond or mighty banana or oktopus but, i think we performed not bad lah. haha. nightwalk was super fun! like one of my fav activities!! haha. some were realll scary and others were like kinda expected! andnand sijia one super classical!! haha. like i got so distracted by chris or smth that i didnt realised that she was crawling out! haha.

now lets talk bout reflections!!!

this is one of my reflection:

throught the activities, i feel and realised that secondaries ones need to be spurred on. they need themselves harder. they need to understand this is a training camp. they must shine and initiate more. the councillors, on the other hand, need to allow sec ones to take initiatives. we need to let them speak up, badly. i will try to constantly remind them and encourage them to initaiate. i think that from time to time, we need to relax. we need to give others a chance because its selfish not to let others try. to give others a chance to lead is also putting them in ur shoes. a leader without followers is not a leader. jiayou sec ones!

the night talking with the excos were bad too. i wasnt trying to defend myself, but if i really nvr condemed anyone, was i supposed to say i did? but anyways, thank you guys loads for the advice, i'll try to do smth bout it.

second day was badbadbad too! drills plus less than four hours of sleep! argh, kill me man! haha. today wasnt the least good either. i turned super charcoal lah! argh. dealing with the sunburn now!!

cherish this moment, WE have.

p.s. i'll update when i get pics!!

2009-06-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

i need.....
a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug a blue mug

can someone lend me over the weekends?><

2009-06-02T20:26:00.003+08:00

hehehh. it had been a real boring day. i really dunno wat to do, everyone just seems pre-occupied. pancake's having camp, johnson's having exams, kass having lessons ane etc. argh.
i just saw smth in one of my archive.

1)FAKE PEOPLEuntill now, i still cant stand fake people.
fake smiles, fake personalities on their blog and the most fucking idiotic
people tt i cant stand are:hypocrites. lets talk about fake smiles first. smiles
are something desirable, smiles can make someone look very good or bad and i
cant stand people with fake smiles or people with smiles look vey pasted(as
quoted from jen). some of you here may tag me or tell me that i have no rights
to talk about smiles since i have a spastic one but still, a spastic smile doesnt
means its fake. do go look up on a dictionary. so aniwaes, back to fake smile.
when a smile is very pasted, you noe wat is there on the face of that someone?
the smile would say"slap me please, my smile totally deserves tt." its like when
you fake smile, you dun smile from your heart. you dun wanna smile but u are
just fucking doing it for the sake of it.then dun smile la fucker! so yes, done
with fake smiles. so lets go on to fake personalities. when i say fake
personalities, it seriously mean that they are revealing a fake side of
themselves. i noe aot of those people but i'm not going to say who, but still
being fake is just fucking stupid?! when you reveal a fake side of yourself, you
pretend to be really really nice but are actually that nice? think about it
yourself. use your fucking peanut-sized brain! if you cnt use your brain to
think use your ass to think la?! do you seriously think that showing a fake side
of yourself would bring you more frens? expand your social circle?NO! the answer
is a NO! perhaps when you do that, it will expand your social circle, a social
circle of fake people. then perhaps when you ll go out together, it will be a
fake outing?~ wow! how exciting. pls la?!! so, ppl with fake personalities out
there, STOP IT! STOP BEING FAKE FOR GODNESS SAKE! so lastly, let me just talk
about hypocrites before i move on. hypocrites are really disgusting. a group of
fucking retarding disgusting ppl. they act damn good, nice wonderful infront of
some ppl but actually they are not. they backstab they push faults around. tehy
are just horrible. i hate fake people!
i miss my pancake.

2009-05-31T14:21:00.002+08:00

i'm having 5 ulcers, like really.
people went dao over this week, like really.

texts with no reply,
texts with short replies,
texts with moodswing replies.

i'm just tired of them. everything just dont come my way, not the way i want it either. i'm having pimples, ulcers, and very soon, i'm goona get a heatstroke. i realy mean it.

hols are screwed. like shit. sana course tmr, ptc on fri. np camp on sat and sun. council's like next weds and thurs. argh, wat more, you'll be in camp too. i just hopes my ulcers will go away soon.

ohohoh!! i found a better name for my pancake!! i got digusted of koala from someone's blog!! like eeeew. i shall now name you... PANDA. ur eyebags make u and them 100% match. and pandas do *** things reallll tight too! wat more, they're cute!!! ><

i'll hold on as long as there's a shimmer of hope.
i treasure you truckloads.

2009-05-28T21:20:00.000+08:00

i realised smth again. i hope i'm wrong, like seriously.

you turn me off, like really.

2009-05-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

omg, i have no idea wats with you. like i dunno understand how does backstabbing really give you any pleasure. does it help you to do better?? does it make ppl like you more??? does it benefit u in any manner?? i have no idea. pls tell me.

or even if u wanna backstab me, pls dunnot act as if nth had happened or act as if u had nve done anth of such. for goodness sake lah! i rather u come infront of me and roll your eyes rather than act as if nth had happeneed! i hope wat i heard is not the truth.

ilovekoalabears
thanks so much, john.

2009-05-21T22:05:00.002+08:00

i have no idea why,
!!nwod edispu gninrut si dlrow ym tub
everyone that i texted alot is dao-ing me... thanks arh.
your eyes make me skip a beat. :*

impressions

2009-05-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

do i really give people a bad impression?? (:

i'm tired of being badly labellled as a BAD ROWDY MEANIE.

i had 4 complaints the other day ): it really made me super upset and start to ponder over things.

today, i screamed infront of some sec ones. and scolded vulgar. argh. i need to help myself like reall badly. help, LORD. help me.

i have been spending loads and loads of time with pancake recently. I LOVE YOUR HAIR.

andand, buddy!!! still misses u loadsloads k??

wats with the eye-rolling thing? :@ wtf

everything.

2009-05-13T18:51:00.002+08:00

this entry is gonna be aboout everything since 1st may! significant days, i guess.><

3rd May: bdaybdaybday!! haha. morning was nth on lah, but there were muchmuch fun after 3!! haha. my cuz came over, angbaos, presents all came over too!! the feeling was great! :) then aroundaround 5++ someone specail gave a HUGE birthday surprise!! haha. thanks sososososo much!!

7th May: haha. chiongchiongchiong art paper!! haha. i really thought my art came out quite well except for the fire thing :x i noe i really didnt do reaserch! haha.

8th May: AFTER EXAMMMSS!! were supposed to go valere house play mahjong but was PS-ed by jasmine, so went down to cityhall to have chippy's batter fish! yummyyummy!! :) hah. so met ramos and pat and this guy at cityhall coincedently!! haha. thenthen when val and christabel left, met up with johnson at somerset. went for bag hunt!! haha. thenthen we eat the ice-cream at taka!! supersupersupersuper nice can!? haha. thenthen had pepperlunch and headed down to ramos house and played vball. kinda got turn offed by some ppl there, but... ANW.

11th May: sentosa!! OMG, it was like wat?? 6hours straight vball!! tiredtiredtired!!! haha. had loads and loads and loads of fun, though! haha. but the other group we were playing against was like damn retarded can??! she say" i try, i try." then throw the ball and hits it with her arms. hahah thenthen as soon as the ball left her hands she start laughing like shit. super retarded but realy cant stop laughing at her dunmbness. :x hahah. then went to meet my pancake at bishan and crapped all the way home! yeah. :)

12th May: its like a super bad day for my exam scripts!! i dunno why but yeah. but still got cheered up by pancake after schoool, so yeah.

13 May, TODAY: haha. got the remaining of my scripts back!! not very ideal leh... class position is gonna drop!! shitshitshit man!! haha.so anw, i finally noe where's yishun polyclinic!! hahaha.

haha. yeah, thats all for tonight! shall blog more tmr!

p.s. thanks so much for being beside me when i need you, BUDDY.

p.p.s. game over.

WTF

2009-05-08T22:53:00.003+08:00

i am damn pissed with blogger, i swear!! my whole entry like went missing!!! :@

cheering session

2009-04-30T21:45:00.003+08:00

gosh, i feel damn shack and weared out. but i indeed had fun in the cheering sessions. haha. i shall blog again tmr! nights, ppl.
itreasureyouloads,buddy. itreasureyouloadsloads, buddy. itreasureyouloadsloadsloads, buddy.
iloveyou, sweetheart. iloveyoumany, sweetheart. illoveyoumanymanymany, sweetheart.

i had suspicions but now, i cant believe it!

2009-04-28T17:18:00.006+08:00

heheh!! yesyesyes! finally found the time to blog! haha.

sat was great! supersuper good... haha. went out with johnson to watch 17 again! haha. slacked around and tried to do home econs then had dinner at pasta house!! haha.>< face="Arial">
sunday was a typical homework-mugging day. its tiring i do have to admit, but i indeed learn loadsloadsloads! haha. watched star awards and its kinda cool this year, comparing to past years, with all the magic, bird and stuff, it just plentiful of surprises! haha. top10 for females was a super tough fight this year, but not all of the 'mediacorp 7princesses' got in. haha. supporting actress reallyreally shud have been given to chantalle's mum!! she was reallyreally super good!! haha. and she's like evil in the show but nice in real life. see?? contrast! she can act so well. haha. chantalle, if u are reading this help me tell ur mum JYJY!!

haha. monday was boring but went libary with denicia!! haha. wrote two things on my hands! plusplus, i took pics of them too! haha. >< face="Arial">
today was okay la! but just kinda dissapointing for chinese! haha. but played vball for quite some time after finishing coursework, so quite glad la, at least i cleared a hwk! haha. :) i must still learn how to play net. :)

math tmr and cheering session on thurs!! excited excited excited.

haha. i am gonna go mug! bye foor now! ><

p.s. i cant believe wat i just comprehended.

finally

2009-04-23T18:46:00.003+08:00

i finally felt like blogging!
how wonderful huh?? :)

school life had just been pathetic. i just dunno wat to say. with anne lua's horrible hwks, mr tan's kinda boring lessons, i am gonna fail MYEs so badly. anw, i noe how to do math ytd. so happy! tts beside the point. i am super super super tireed recently, and my homework just look as if they cant be finished.wonderful huh?? POP tmr! cant wait but just kinda afraid. i have to make it, for pandan kekenan!

i actually reallyreally wanted to go for cheering session today. like i feel tt i have this super HUGE need. i need to relieve off stress by screaming. and, during cheering sessions, u do nothing but scream! tts the joy in it.

its not the fact tt i am the one being mean here. wait, stop and think, is this crude? is this rude?? is this unreasonable?? well then, this is wat u do to us everyday. actually, we're kinda immune to it, and it becomes kinda munddaing. but pls, even if ppl is nice to you, you shouldnt like step on their head. its really overboard. just because we care for this friendship we have kept quiet all this while, but pls realise, ppl have limits. its just like a cliff, it has a edge, when u push someone off the edge, he falls. so, even if ppl are nice to you, stop taking it for granted. stp making crude comments and just shut the fuck up about it.

english paper tmr!! gotta work doubly hard!! :)

and i wanna thank god for everyone tt stood by me. thank you, lord ;)

good friday!

2009-04-10T23:17:00.003+08:00

today is good friday!! hhaaha. had been a good boy for passions week, well at least i think so!! haha. ytd's service was great! damn *hits my palm with my fist* solid! haha. went out for today. went to swim, and caught a movie with johnson!! haha. i got a kinderjoy for easter! if possible, i am going to buy chocs for easter!! yeah!! hha. :) dun ask me why i am so high now... haha so yupps. tuesday and wednesday were great! watching some great players play vball really keep me so awake. haha. and maundy thursday was so damn *hit my palm with my fist* solid!

haha.

movie was damn great! haha before tt, got a kinder joy from johnson then went to mos and had burgers!! haha then went inside the cinema and waited quite long for show to start. and like always, gerald was shivering.ok, so the show was damn nice and me and johnson was super noisy la. but the girl beside johnson damn cute, cos the maniqueen(i dunno how to spell) in the story can move and talk, she asked her elder sis " OMG! OMG! why isit talking and moving??!!" then me and johnson were giggling. haha. then theres this guy in the story which i keep dsiao and comparing johnson with. damn funny. haha. yupps, great movie, enjoyed every crap of it. haha. :) so yups i gtg le nights!

p.s. i think ur dog freaking cute.

prawns!!!

2009-04-05T00:21:00.004+08:00

super tired but happy at the same time! went for macs in the morning and had tuition. then went out and met up with johnson at amk hub! had lunch at sumo hse and then walked to bishan park. we were damn blur, dunno how to go then we ended up hailing a comfort cab!

johnson: uncle! can u pls fetch us to sin ming road?? the golf course tt one??
uncle: *drives* huh?? the golf course?? infront only, why u take cab?!
me and johnson: *blur*
uncle: nvm, i fetch u all there for FREE.
me and johnson: *blur, embarassed*
me: orh. ok, uncle thankyou!
me: uncle, u can just alight us here!
uncle: oh sure! no problem
uncle: u all come here prawn arh?
me: ya, eh. uncle, u prawn oso arh??
uncle: no la, but one of my regular customer prawn here oftenly!
me: orh...
johnson: uncle, how much arh??
uncle: no need pay me! u see, i nvr on the metre!
me and johnson: thank you so much uncle! u very nice!!

and just liddat, we took this free cab ride from this supersuper nice cabby uncle! then we went in and lent the rods.valere joined us after tt. haha. chatted and talk bout lame stuff and 3hrs were up in a flash. conclusion: when prawning, its better to frown than to smile! hahah! johnson tell me one!!
ohohoh! then here are tday prawn catching results list!

1st: gerald!
2nd: valere!
3rd: johnson!

hahah. i still win!! :P then we went to bbq the prawns and valere had to go! then finished up the prawns and left! (thankyou so much, johnson for helping me peel the shell! haha.)
we walked from bishan back to amk and decided to have dinner at chomchom! haha. searched for a bus tt could take us there, waited and waited and waited then finally boarded the bus! :) crapped loads on the way there too! had satay bee hoon! and johnson had some mutton thing! then we had stingray and i had logan drink whereas his was soursop! hahah! logans are damn nice! went back to the bus stop and waited longlonglong! cabbed back with johnson at the end of the day! haha. :D

had super alot of fun today! i wanna have so much fun again! haha

suicide killer

2009-04-02T21:41:00.003+08:00

lets talk bout ytd and today! :D

ytd: sch was fun. hah. err. had pbl after sch and then played vball for quite some time after tt. hha. thenthen i was in the field and walking, after serving ball over then got bee sting me! rah
fucking pain at tt moment! the whole thing sore and swell up after quite some time. then went home, sting got better, so didnt go and see the doctor. rahs, now its super itchy! rah.

today. i got my vball back from miss jasmine. hah. but after recess was damn pissed la! fuck u la! my ball just got confiscated and returned back after begging her then u all take my ball and play. tell u stop playing then still attitude me! play in classroom then hit the fan make my ball got scar! rah! my ball leh! so aniwaes, had nanjing pre-trip. damn fun! and then played vball with jozzy! gave me super alot of chance to dig and set! haha. :D thenthen went home and bought things for prac tmr.

tts all. i willl update real soon! nights!

p.s. thanks for the recipe johnson! haha. :D

2009-03-28T23:34:00.006+08:00

this was shown in chapel today. i tot it would be damn cute, so i wanna share it with you!!

so anyway, now tt i noe i got ur attention i can move on blogging!

so, today had cordination service for rev shrimal( i dunno how to spell) note, its rev not pastor! ok, so anyway, it was quite fun but a little way too solem. chapel was quiet lke mad. its like u giggle, ppl can hear u loudly. really. so anw, it was quite fun at the near end of the service where cold jokes came up and ya... so oh well, had fun.

played basketball (although i cnt play) for 5mins?? before got chased out of sch by exco. play and slacked at playground for quite some ime before meeting channy at libary and went macs together. had earth hour at macs, although not totally dark la, but still got try! now, i wanna u to watch this video:

earth hour 2009, did u play ur part?

haha. i need to rest, seriously! nights!

i cant make the decision. tel me wat u want!

shack!

2009-03-27T22:13:00.002+08:00

i am supersuper shack and i feel dopped dead. i just need to rest. the week had seriously been hectic and i dun seem to be able to catch up much. anyways, lets talk bout today. i screwed home econs like shit. i put too much flour for mine, nd too much butter for kass's. rah! vball still not taken back. rah! np was surprisingly good. kinda had fun, but oso really veryvery emotional. especially the last part. i really wanna tell my squad ncos tt u all really taught me alot. like not only things in np but also attitude, perserverence and manymany more. i swear it was really a tough decision to make. really! so ya. thankyou so much!

johnson! u still owe me my lolly! :)

2009-03-26T20:10:00.002+08:00

rahhs! i am having a very bad headache now. i cnt think. rahrahrah.
i wanted to blog bout alot of things but cant. rah!
:D

but anyways, i shalll talk bout this week in short!
monday; first day was still alrights! hahah, movie after sch was damn stupid. a total waste of time and money! but, stil had fuun with johnson, valere, huda! haha. i tell u, dun go watch mall cop. not worth it, its like some comedy tt fails to make the audence laugh!

tues was ok and not really special.

wenesday was super lame. road safey!

and today super sad. my vball got conviscated. hope can get it back! rahs!

i noe this are all very short but i will update later. for now, its backo mugging!

2009-03-19T11:11:00.000+08:00

you have to get your piorities right.
the end :)

2009-03-16T16:27:00.007+08:00

chaoyang leadership training camp '09

i was looking through the pics tt i took during chaoyang camp and i suddenly realised tt i learnt alot like literally, alot. the kids there are fun-loving though noisy at times, but fellow guardians nvr give up to calm them down. i learnt alot from them like optimism and also learnt perservearence, and looking after children through babysitting them throughout the camp. well, wet activities were fun, hectic times with han wen, clarice, audrey mah, johnson, valare, anna, fir and camp comm.the second part was like err.err. i sit down on pail and everyone pour water on me and clarice. unfair!

nightwalk was also very fun. curry sauce, mayonese. eew!

overall had loads of fun! wanna thank:

lihui

valere

cia

clarice

dorothy

johnson

suzane

jozzy

udah(chairman)

audrey ma

and fir and vivien and many more!!

let u show me my group:

next, compare and contrast, tired and high!:

2009-03-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

back from chaoyang camp. tired, and pretty usual, SEXY VOICE.

they are one big hyper-actives. i couldnt subdue them, really. think i'm high?? think again, no, i'm not compared to them. really must thank everyone and grads for coming back. grads are still the ones tt know things best. suzane, han wen, johnson and manymore! and muz really thank clarice and dorothy they all for helping me with the kids! err, overall, i had fun wityh fellow councillors and grads. post more tmr(lit sup class D:)

2009-03-11T18:33:00.001+08:00

I LOST MY WATCH! IF U HAVE SEEN IT OR U TOOK IT, PLS RETURN TO ME. ITS EVERLAST AND ITS WHITE AND BLUE IN COLOR. I MEANS ALOT TO ME, SO YA PLS RETURN IT.

ps. pls return to me b4 i found out it was u tt took it cos i will kill you!

2009-03-04T21:29:00.003+08:00

i noe i havent been blogging recently and i reallyreally apologise deeply for that. *bows like in korean dramas* alrights so lets see...

i went to RI's investiture few days ago! i telll you damnnnn solid. but wasnt really nice cos they indicated their guests to be seated at 12 and the students came in at around 12.35? then the teachers and the principal and GOH came in at 12.45. waited damn long lah, and veryvery stupid. its like how could you let the guests wait for ur pupils?? alrights, anyways u noe hor, our sch the female staff have this scarf and male staff have this sch tie thingy rite, RI oso have, but so much more classy la! its like a robe lor! and then we saw this guy tt looked like alistair an another one tt looked like shermin. and hor, u go there make u feel very supid cos the schools all around u all damn reputable and the ppl sent there by other schs are like president, v-president, welfare head... all the headheadhead one lor and u think u very small. oh well, i learnt smth out of it:

1. take charge

2. look forward

3. do better

so yupps, jyjyjyjyjy on everything needed to be done!
then today i handed up all the chi hwk tt i owed my chi teacher. felt damn good to clear all ur hwk tt u owe. got back sci paper today as well, almost cried... I PASSED!
and went to ms pan and took lit paper back too! 20/25. :D haha, i topped the class with funny and weird explanations. :P

sat and sun were boring. totally slacked like no ones business. tody was great, i guess. ict tmr, celebrate life on thurs and langfest on fri. chaoyang over the weekends and lit on mon. sigh, hols arent realy meant to be hols.

ps. this post was written so long ago.
p.p.s hols are for slow ppl like me to catch up.

2009-02-27T21:08:00.002+08:00

alrights, i revived from the dead, so i will be blogging.(more often, i hope)

yupps, so i will not blog aboout commontest since others are like all blogging about it. and if i blog bout it, i will be like so mundaing right and GERALD NEVER = BORING!

rights, so had area 3 games day today! fun, and ya very enjoyable. and most importantly, i am going to announce the results! in 3rd position, we have... AMK SEC! In 2nd position, we have... YCK SEC! and the 2009 area 3 games day-pushball/floorball 1st price goes to.......
PRESBYTERIAN HIGH SCHOOL :D
was shocked la! so aniwaes, i had fun. i gtg now, parade tmr. sec2 squad jiayou!

2009-02-17T19:23:00.003+08:00

commontests are coming up!

ytd was geog paper
tmr english paper
the day after tmr chi paper!

hope can score like damn well la! yupps, so got target setting paper today. the school damn weird where got they set target for us one??! aniwaes, i played vball ytd and tdy! haha. had fun.
back to studying ppl, hope u have a wonderful week! ;D

note to self: u have to stop procastinating!

2009-02-14T23:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE!

gerald's not in the mood to blog now, so he hired denicia to blog for him.
:)
i'm getting paid by the minute leh :D
yayyee

reflecting

2009-02-07T20:36:00.004+08:00

this week has been nvr ending and definately tiring. weekends nvr seem to slow down; too. and yet i still found the peace and quietness time to stop and reflect on the week.

like almost always, i had been crazy; screaming, talking to random ppl, acting spastic, cheering unecessarily. but its all this crazy things that make me understand what makes me up. but at the same time, the forever-fun gerald feels empty.

i dunno lei, this week i feel super empty and i dunno why, no one seems to be with me, sharing my thinkings. (maybe u are, i dunno?)

monday and tues: CHIONGCHIONGCHIONG! CHIONG HWK.

wed; aces was okay, except science test which was super like sure fail??

thurs; no mood to do aces at all. upper sec was surprisingly enthu, but no mood to do at all.

friday; school was okay. np was not, sec 2 squad jiayou!

my activity descriptions are all so short. why? cos feel veryvery empty. i need someone to talk to.

be with God. intensive prayer period.
i need to find you; i gotta find you. we're drifting away.
stop hiding things frm me. tell me.

i can take stress.

2009-02-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

many times i realise alot of things have no answer to the question "why".
"why" is a stupid question idots ask. "why" is smth tt cant be explainable. for example, there is no reason to the question "why u forgot to bring ur hwk?" forget then forget la, no why one right?
i hate ppl asking whywhywhy, its pure irritating. its like use ur brain la!

theres no reason to why i like you, no reason to why ur father named u _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
so dun ask me why kay dearest? ily.

homework

2009-01-29T22:52:00.003+08:00

hwkhwkhwk. someone has got to tell the teachers hwk isnt everything! i am getting chunks of them la! argh!! i am super tired today! so brief talk bout sch!

aces; wasnt really happy with the result. couldnt really motivate upper sec. parade square only made it worst.

HE; miss ang was so bitch today la! D::::: bad day.

el; miss atng made us do hwk. i have yet to fin.

math; fun?? ok la. but i'm sure its boring!

:D nights

happy CNY!

2009-01-26T22:38:00.012+08:00

okay, so before i start anything, i wanna wish everyone:

A SUPERSUPER HAPPY NEW YEAR!

so, untill now, new year had been great! it had been exciting and visiting is fun cos visiting=angbaos and angbaos=money$$$!!! so i'll start by descrbing the day and end off the posts with pics;D

so woke up like supersuper early, then showered and went over to grandma's hse. haha. replied sms from last night! so then set up skype and had a one hour convo with aunts at states(tt are super young! 15?? 16??) then ate breadfast and played blackjack! haha, blackjack oso=money$$$ so played le then headed to god-grandparents hse! dropped by, kinda surprised them cos in 14years, this time first time go find them toktok. haha. then headed to paternal grandma hse! then ate, played blackjack again. erm, well it was kinda great! then camwhored with god-sis amd dined! played mahjong! then headed back home cos ppl coming over and play mahjong and cards! (they are supersuper noisy!)

PICS!!

bus ride to KL. those white things are clouds!

good weather, so was able to see clouds!!

first day at genting!

i noe you all dun think clouds are interesting, but i do!

on bus! i love NICKELODEON!!

clouds again, i promise this is the last cloud pic!

16year old aunt from states! we were sick together the next day!

me and agnes before she dislocated her arm! GET WELL SOON!

me and valere at market!

me and kim!

kass and me

ms ang!

indgredients!

pat and kim!

my pizza.

cny! (grandma hse!)

me and god-sis

sis and me

aint she cute??

tried to camwhore

still not working!

worked at last, i guess.

awkward smile!

yeah!

i gtg le! nights and happy CNY!

p.s. my hse is noisy, my neighbours are noisier!

p.p.s/ i rmb to shall share my angbao with you jason! ;D

):

2009-01-22T21:52:00.003+08:00

i am so in a bad mood today. arghhh... morning was okay tilll some questions were raised. and to those of you asking the questions, my answer is "NO!!!"
rumours.
i hate rumours. i hate backstabbers. wanna disscuss about me can say infront of me anot? i am seriously tired and have no more energy to write argumentative posts. i hear loads of rumours going round from past to present. wats your problems arh?? stop talking about your frens behind their back. if you think you are showing concern, no you are NOT! this is not the right way to show, or shud i rephrase it, i dun like the way you are showing concern. i am really tired la. so ya, ppl out there spreading, stop.

oh ya, and happy birthday jason!

p.s. BLOODY BACKSTABBER, YOU BEETER STOP IT ARH!
p.s.p.s. jie di lian, jie di lian; ARGHH, FUCK YOU LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-21T21:12:00.002+08:00

supersuper tired plus stressed out today. morning was duty, after tt had white space so we did aces today! council leading *yay!* so me and sarah plus 2other MRS(Master Red Shirt) on stage. haha, dancing in stage was fun and of course, intresting. but comments were like "you are over-highed" D:
aniwaes, so science was quite fun(like always) Mr lim is really super funny. then had health check! hah, eyes still veryvery good*haha, myopia suckers* jkjk. so went for recess and got harvest. then nth intresting le. cca was fun but oso sad. well, i surprisingly enjoyed today's parade and learnt loads and loads of things like lashings and others, but debrief was...
so, oh well, sec2 squad, we have to improve! JIAYOU!!

happy 21th DDD, iloveyou.

PISSED!

2009-01-20T21:02:00.002+08:00

my gosh la, i am really veryvery tired and then someone totally pissed me off. he damn mutherfcuking lei! honkhonkhonk, honk your mother la! walao eh, it was bleedy green man la! still my turn to walk lor! fuckfuckfuck!!! anyway, lets talk bout today first.

today lessons were kinda good but also boring, but aces was reaall coool and supersuper tiring. argh...my arms are like aching la! i thinked i overhighed for aces. a little offf tune. ya.

so i was reall tired and was crossing the road to walk home and i was very sure it was green man and i walked halfway, this bleedy comfort taxi honked me. i was damn fucking sure it was green man lor. walao eh! it was still my walking time lor. kau bei! walao eh! if i find out who you are, i KILL you!

freak you, i'm goddamn tired.

2009-01-16T21:44:00.002+08:00

freak you, i'm goddamn tired. i need help lord.
i really need to slow the pace and everything down. schooling and hwks seem so everlasting to me and nothing seems to stop. sec1 orientation is over, WAKE UP GERALD! this is schooling time! hello~~

okay, school and co-curricular activities really cramped my whole week up. i just realised that new year resolutions are no use for me cos i am the type tt live one day then see how the next day go type. i cannot take it le. very tiring. to some of you out there, i may seem always so full of energy, and lauging and making noise, is like my life but actually, i am ververy tired. i am tired of going to class everyday, facing a teacher that is so supersuper sucky. i am tired of going for cca(not cos i dunlike but cos i very tired) i am weared out. i dun even have time to on the com and blog.(i am blogging cos its a fri.) i dun even have time to read XX posys(yes, i like XX alot.) i hardly have time to watch TV, not much less slacking. arghhhhh. this week have been tiring so ord, drain my wearness off. i pray my lord, tt you will bless everyone thatnis tired. amen.

echo after me...

2009-01-10T16:33:00.003+08:00

today was one of the first time i had a reallyreally strong sense of acheivement in council. yes, orientation camp!

day1:i reached at round 6.20?? i toook the train cos i wanted go yck mrt buy streptils but then the cheers there not open, oh well. so we had briefing and did latecoming. then camp started! first activity was teambuilding! we thaught the sec ones serveral cheers and also aces! haha, my class got really high-ed after tt man! then, went on to games! was actually back-up game IC, but then vivian station need another person, so i helped. great time with different classes!! then had lunch and campfire preperation. gosh, tt was horrible. they did not noe wat they want and councillors were not to give opinions unless they had totally no idea, anyway, with the hellp of 2 alumni(thanks so much!) we taught them the frenship dance and guess wat, they took so long to learn so my campfire prep was over. after tt, valere followed the class for it trail, while i went to help to prepare the wood for the campfire. so i was back with my class at like wat, 5.15?? suddenly, theres news saying must assemble in field and move bags!!(my camp prep time) so wasted like 40mins out of 1hr?? i had so much to do lor! but anyways, with the help of my shrp-voiced exco(sijia)- we managed to complete the prep. lets skip dinner and go all the way to campfire! somehow, i dunno how, the campfire like very fast lor. like the stages past in a very fast mode as if some person press fast forward. but then really had fun jumping around and doing cheers with fellow councillors and seniors! and guess wat was for finale?? my class performance la! (okay la, i admit, not finale but last class performance)and i led them in chikecha and ppl around seem to be doing too. then we did father abrailham and followed by mickey. then ended performance! rushed the ppl to eat and sleeep like siao! from high, enthu and friendly mood, i turn to scolding ppl mood. aniwae, they slept la and we hd debrief and slept!

day2: cca open house. sianzzz. nnth coooler to do cept fo prize presentation!~ only class with 2awards, lets welcome..... 1GRACE! damn cool la! we got most enthu class and most punctual class! :D DAMN SOLID. THEN BID FAREWELL TO THEM AND BREAK CAMP. CAMP DEBRIEF AND LEFT FOR HOME!

now i have alot to say la to aot of ppl.

1)valere and sijia and grad tt helped;
thank you all so much for helping in to take care of the class when i am not free. thank you soooo much! then, also thank you for teaching one grace so many things! thank you agian for being such wonderful fellow guardians throughout the camp. and lastly, thank you for all your support for me.

2)one grace:
one grace, i hope you all are reading this somehow, i dunno how but somehow. err, firstly, i neeed to say a big sorry and also, at the same time a big thank you. first things first; sorry. sorry for being a little harsh on you when things are not done tt smoothly. BUT SECONDLY A BIG THANKYOU. thank you for listening to your guardians. thankyou for being so co-orperative. thank you for opening to us. thank you for being with us. thank you for having so much fun with us. frankly speaking la, this is my first time mentoring class lor, without a co-orperative class, there isnt anyway tt we could get this far. ya, so actually just now i got alot to say la, but not enough time le, so i hope hor, you all will read this la. rmb arh; IF YOU ALLL COORPERATE, EVERYTHING WOULD BE FUN. stay bonded as a class and i hope 40 of you will stand as one and not 1 stand as forty. good luck, i noe i owe u all sweets.

2009-01-04T11:00:00.004+08:00

back to gerald's storytelling time again... so lets talk bout wat i did ytd...

ytd!: 9division/infantry family day!
yesyesyes, its a army family day again... and once again at a swimming pool but this time at jurong west! and they oso had CMM that dun look good at all(i am not blogging bout them again) it was fun, but at the same time, i say it was dissapointing... it was kinda stupid, nth much to do there oso... so i spent a whole morniing playing stupid lame games there... met some of dad's old sergents and some that i noe pretty well(i knew them since young) i would say, i didnt really waste much time la but still i say there is still muchmuchmuch room for improvement.

ytd!: sentosa!
went out with my cuz and some frens, oh well, quite fun, quite intresting, quite nice, overall; i like it~

ytdytd!!!: FIRST DAY OF SCH; 2009
crappycrappycrappy. the class i took was boring(:x) no cheers, no noise, no nothing. i was almost bored to death by them la. (no offence but, its true) NP was... not gonna tok bout it here. and overall, this week had been great! JUMBO FOR DINNER! haha.

2008-12-27T12:46:00.001+08:00

i'm sick and i cant attend campD:

2008-12-24T21:52:00.001+08:00

I'M back...

trip was kinda nice but i kinda fell sick on the last day. i'm like tired... blog more tmr! bye and MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

2008-12-14T22:39:00.003+08:00

gosh! i'm so pissed. i dunno why too. oh so ya, dun bother bout how pissed i am. bother bout how happy i am!actually oso nothing special la. but i went prawning~ like finally after a long time not prawning, i get to prawn again! and yes, i prawned quite well today! so yupps, i prawn-ed the wholeee day and barbecued prawns! very yummy!!! so a little tired now, gotta catch some rest! nights!

you just cant seem to get off my mind...

p.s. i got my haircut again D: (ikindahateshortahir!)

hey there, FUCK YOU

2008-12-10T22:18:00.009+08:00

oh god, be prepared, quite a long post i have here. so i was out the whole day!

morning!: BMTC SCHOOL2 12TH ANNIVERSARY!

dad is actually a PC(2wo) in BMTC(Basic Military Training Centre or better known as; TEKONG) so yupps today was the annversary and its smth like a family day and this year, it was at Jurong swimming complex. was quite fun but i still couldnt understand why the army hired CMM(chio meimeis) to do warm ups. actually, they werent that chio afterall. i swear they're bitchy! heres the pictures! oh! and oso videos! on your speakers to hear them!

warm up with the cmm(see the video!)

cant see cmm?? try harder!

after wam-up
*sian* no cmm

the WPP(white peipei)
cant find us! *giggles*

gogogo! hey fucker! swim faster!
*rolls eyes*

i dunno why but i just cant stand them. i tell you arh, i can make very biased remarks about them and its wat i'm gonna do now!

CMM1: julie;
walao eh! frankly speaking, your bikini looks freaking cheap! like those at the pasar malams $10 for 1! seriously it looks horrible! and it looks so much worser than the one on XXguide to life; BFF challenge, the alternative bikini! your bikini is like those small small children wear one la! pls la, get a better looking one! okay, perhaps i'm wrong, its expensive but pls dun correct me, cos let me tell you this: NO MATTER HOW EXPENSIVE YOUR BIKINI COST, AS LONG AS IT LOOKS CHEAP, ITS CHEAP~

CMM2: apple;
firstly, wat kinda name is tt?? apple? sounds so cheena! and horrible. frankly speaking, i think RENOIR sounds better than APPLE. okay, moving on... your nose. isit time you get a nose job?? ur nose is freaking flat! isit your nose bridge break then no money go for nose job or wat?? so round somemore! i think the circus' clowns look better than you do! oh ya, if you're wondering why i like renoir, ITS FLAT!

CMM3: belly button girl(wats ur name arh??);
ok, i dun have much against you cos u look quite okay. but wats with the belly piercing?? do u dance belly dance?? or wear tranlucent belly clothes?? okay, tts alll for you. and by the way, you look very fake and slutty with heavy make up! so ya, toodles, slut~

CMM4: SHERLYN(HOWEVER U SPELL TT);
i kinda dislike you for 2things. i'll start with the first: bikini
your bikini looks very AA. bright orange and yellow. fucking AA. bitchy~
secondly: hair curls. is tt extensions or wat?? its not like perm neither extensions! its like.. i dunno. you have big curls only at half of your hair?? wth?? you look very cheap. really so ya. once again; NO MATTER HOW EXPENSIVE YOUR HAIR IS, AS LONG AS IT LOOKS CHEAP, ITS CHEAP. CHEAP BITCH~

so, i went for dinner after leaving jurong! went beach road and had steamboat!
but then the ladle broke! i show you.

funny??

the other half

so ya, i had fun today. the rest of the night is for someone else!
nights.
ily, imy.

p.s. fuck you, fuck you, aghhhh... FUCK YOU! *blonde hair flip*

2008-12-08T19:38:00.002+08:00

i want a renoir!

fuck it man. why are phones so ex nowadays? trade-ins are so no value and everything is so high priced. fuck it man!

so i had a special encounter today! we found someone's car keys! my dad went to give his recruit an interview cos his recruit got dengue but the interview still needed to be done cos he would passing out tmr, so we headed down to bishan and while dad was at is recruit's hse, we were at the void deck. so there came this man and his wife waiting for his someone to drive them out and he left his keys at the void deck(car keys, letterbox keys, house keys etc.) when i realised, the car was like few hundred metres away so couldnt run after it. then we tried to open the letterbox and realised wat unit the guy lived but when we went up, no one was home. so we drop him a note and left the keys in the mail box. i dun think he found his keys till now. lol.

i gtg nights.

2008-12-06T15:33:00.015+08:00

i'm sooooo tired!

oh ya! so i went out with pat, ramos, jen and kass the day b4 ytd! had a reallll good time! omg! bitches hanging out again finally. so first i went out of the house and was bout to meet jen at cityhall and you noe wat i saw? this woman, she had a nose job( her nose was covered with plasters) and was offered a piority seat?! wth la? damn funny then when she was about to get down the train, her nose got hit accidentally by this guy. lol.

okay, so i met jen and we went to this place to get balloons! the lady there damn cute and funny! this was wat happened:

shop attendent 1: hey you noe just now a girl keep staring at me lah!
shop attendent 2:*giggles*
shop attendent 1: you got see anot?? there tt one came in with her frens one.
shop attendent 2: got meh??
shop attendent 1: u nvr saw?? aiya nvm, aniwaes, she was staring at me like wat when her fren was paying me the money la! walao eh.
shop attendent 2: *laughs secretly*
shop attendent 1: then i gave back the money her fren said thankyou then i said thankyou, the fucking girl stare at me again la! then when i stare at her she dun dare to stare back at me. like wat the hell. dun dare stare dun stare la! walao eh. fucking bimbo.

then me and neh were like laughing like siao! i tell you she damn funny! then we went to get icing for someone. and met pat, ramos and rongrong at starbucks.

we then headed off for superbowl/GV and slacked like siao cos waiting for kass. then at around 5, zhirong had to leave to meet some maple meimei^^. lol. and then we freaking slacked at there till kass showed up at around 6.30. then we went yukiyaki(however this is spelled) and ate+camwhored!

awkward??

eat lei....

why dun care me):

i can be blonde too!

it takes lots of effort to be a good camwhore dun believe?? i show you!

discussing bout how they wanna camwhore

then we went play bowling and pat chnged her name to paris hilton and ramos was britney.

damn fuunny! trained home and almost died of muscle ache....
................................................................................................................................................

ytd:i totally slacked at home!! and went for tuition! pretty much lame day.
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today: SCSM2008; STANDARD CHARTERED SINGAPORE MARATHON2008

dad was running a full marathon today so headed down to city to fetch him and oso cheer on for the other runners! like wat loads of ppl there did, i screamed till my lungs burst! i wanna run too! i wanna run next year!! i am gonna train for new balance 10km real run and for SCSM2009 10km run! and probbly with some luck, i'll be able to finsh army half marathon by year 2010. so there was this guy, he damn romantic! when he came in the finishing line, wat was he holding?? see for yourself:

cant see wat on the balloon?? it writes there: WILL YOU MARRY ME?

gurmit singh was like shock lor to see this oso(gurmit was the host)
so sweet right?? well, i really think its very sweet lor! AND EVERYONE WAS LOOKING AT HIM! err. tts about all. i gtg. bye and nights!
if i've done tt, would you marry me??

2008-11-29T22:03:00.004+08:00

haha. i think some will be glad to see me actually posting.

if you are expecting this to be a post scolding ppl, sry but no, this is not tt type of post.
so where did i stopped talking about wat had been going on in my life?
aniwaes, i shall start some long long time ago

longlong time ago:
we had marketing council! went to northland with ms goh and paulyn! it was quie fun but was oso quite sad cos was not given chance or time to present ):

i practised really really hard! it had been days and days since i presented! aniwaes, wanna see my notes for the presentation?? i show you!

first page

second page

actually i had alot of things scribbled! and sometimes, i cant read wat was paulyn writing for me or wat i was writing for myself on tt paper. lol. but was damn sad when wasnt given chance to present. oh ya! and by the way IHATENORTHLAND(for those northland ppl out there, i dun hate u but i just hate your sch!) the teachers there very freaking snobbish!

not so long ago:

SINGOUT08

i cant say tt the concert was great cos it was oso rather crappy but i oso cant say tt the concert was crappy cos it was oso kinda great so i came up with my own word: GREAPY! it was so-so only, and the ppl beside me were disscussing about cute guys! pics for sing out! i only have 2 D:

me and pat

raffles place MRT

ytd:

actually hor, i tot it was kinda stupid but i shan'tt comment much since my principal paid for our tickets out of her own pocket! oh well, thanks mrs tan!

i am tired! nights!

ily:D

problems off. problems ON.

2008-11-25T16:54:00.004+08:00

finally i can put loads and loads of things off my mind, since gerald and jj are back today. leave them with the decisions, i guess. so ya, well, i couldn't get the campfire and i am really actually quite upset about tt. looks like we have gonna make one ourselves. :x

relationship is on rocks, could probly trip and fall anytime. seriously dunno wat would happen the next miute and moment. hehs.

studying? ppl ask me if tts wat i am doing. NO! i seriously nvr gave a fuck about it till exam periods. and yes! i still hate the ppl around me tt think they are smart but actually they arent. some claiming tt they could have got better results if they hadn't done this or done tt. wtf man! pls la, wake up! the word is IF if there are so many IF on earth, then everyone could be rich, smart, clever and global warming wouldnt happen and adam would have resisted saturn's temptation and the whole world would have eternal life with god.

someone have been asking me to post bout how my days have been:

SLACK. SLACK. SLACK.

so yes, to tt someone, i posted wat u wanted mw to, just as requested.

alrights, i am bored. bye!

p.s. christmas is coming! can anyone suggest wat phone i could get for a christmas present??

2008-11-21T17:10:00.001+08:00

INCONSIDERATE FUCKERS (3)
-bus irritants-

I am seriously in no mood to to blog about bus irritants but i guess i have to keep my blog alive somehow so well, i guess i will have to write this then.

1) music.
are you guys deaf or wat??! must you all on the music so fucking loud till the whole bus can hear you?? do you seriously think ppl appreciate wat you hear?? or you think u must announce to the whole bus you are on board? who the fucking hell you think you are?? u noe ur music very irritating?! do u noe the music very noisy? listen up: wat u are on-ing from your phone or watsoever is not music. its NOISE! pls stop causing fucking noise pollution cos its stupid and irritating.

2)chair leggers.
hey! your leg very long isit?? must put at the back of other ppl's seat?! i tell you hor, even if u dun mind others doing tt to you, it does not mean tt ppl dun mind u doing tt to them? have you thought how uncomfortable it is to do tt?? have u ever considered how fucking selfish it is to do tt?? have you realised tt u are misery onto others?? i mean, if theres no one infront of you, fine, do it for all tt u want. but if theres someone infront of you then u must also think for the person at the front. and oso, if you are tired, dun put ur fucking leg there too cos when u sleep, u will not realise tt anyone would sit infront of you so best is dun put ur leg on tt effing thing!

2008-11-20T18:51:00.003+08:00

SORRY BUT I WILL BE AWAY FOR MANY MANY
DAYS COS CAMP COMM PLANNING IS KILLING ME.
JIAYOU CAMP COMM. THOUGH WE ARE FACING
MANY CHALLENGES, I NOE WE WILL MAKE THIS
CAMP THE BEST ONE EVERYONE HAS ATTENDED!(even better than the adam koo ones!)
LOVES! ;D

2008-11-17T15:22:00.001+08:00

oh my gosh, i feel so fucked up now.

1)LOVE.
why dun ppl out there understand the meaning of LOVE. Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection.[1] The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my girlfriend"). This diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states. but love doesnt have anything to do with pleasure. it has nothing to do with a certain action tt will make one happy. it has nothing to do with having sex. LOVE IS ABOUT BEING THERE FOR EACH OTHER. but i have came across some frens tt have been talking about love=sex and pleasure. love=fun. love=kissing and hugging.
stop being stupid la. cos when you really love someone, you wont think if you could have sex with this someone or if this someone would bear you kids. you will only think of this person every moment and wanna share this special time with him/her. so ya, pls dun make sex=love cos they dun equal up.

2)xiaxue.
xiaxue's not blogging D:
haix, nth to read...

ok, i gtg sleep now. bye and nights
i love you for who you are, not whether you are helping me or not.

2008-11-16T16:14:00.005+08:00

INCONSIDERATE FUCKERS. (2)

type 1:newspaper flippers
i hate ppl who read newspapers on public transports like buses and train cos it is seriously irritating. they sit like the seat beside you and you are like wat? freaking near to them and wat they do?? flip and flip and flip the newspapers and the newspaper end makes your arm or leg and they dun apologise. but even if they do apologise, they just do tt again after again then if tts the case, wats the use of apologising?! its like so irritating. not only tt, they oso like move the newsaper up and down so tt they can hold it properly and the smell of the newspaper jut like flood the whole seat. u noe how smelly the papers are?? pls la, u want to smell the papers ppl might not wanna smell right?? u might say its a public transport and u can do wateva u want, TRUE, but, when the enviroment officers catch you for littering, why dun you tell them tt this is a public place, i can litter as i like?? and frankly speaking, i think ppl tt do tt are mother fucking assholes. hey. hello! u canot read the newspaper at home isit? or wat?! got breaking news of tsunami coming or flooding or natural disaster coming isit?? or u want to check the obituaries see got anyone from ur family dead(i suddenly think i very mean lei :X) go home and read la?! dun tell me u at home no time lor. huh?! dun fuck your wife so oftenly everyday sure got time one lor! or perhaps while you all having sex u could read the newspaper. or maybe you wanna consider a blowjob instead. while your wife bj-ing you, you could cum and read the newspaper. oso have sexual pleasure. oso have orgasm. so ppl out there reading newspaper on the fucking bus, STOP IT!

type 2: lift irritants.
1) can you guys out there smoking in the lifts pls respect other ppl??! do you noe tt the lifts smell badly after u smoke in the lift?? wat more, if you are not taking the lift alone, you will not only stink up the lift, you stink up the other person's clothes. and the person taking the lift with you got to take in second-hand smoke. its a enclosed place la?! singapore got so many places for you to smoke, why must smoke in the lifts? u may say tt cirgrattes are expensive nowadays, but how long would it take you to finish one b4 taking the lift? no money, no time?? DUN SMOKE LA?! walao eh. i seriously think tt the goverment shud set-up a rehabilitation home for smoking la.
2) ppl tt urine in the lifts. why must u all urine in the lifts?? got a diffrent type of feeling isit?? isit u dunno when the lift door will open, then when it opens, you can flash at the ppl u see? or singapore got not enough uriners and toiletbowls?? or your bladder got problem?? or isit u need to see the no urinating sign to urine?? u noe its very disgusting to see your pee on the floor?! and even if the urine evaporate, the smell will still be there lor! pls la, u think ur urination very nice smell isit?? if it is why dun u go and work in the perfume company?? or set up ur own brand? wow! then the brand could be called: urine, yours truly indeed. and a good motto could be: 100% pure urination. wat a wonderful name lor?! if there is seriously a need for u to urinate and u cant find a toilet, urinate in a drain. at least the urine would be washed away. or u could oso urinate behind plants like bushes or trees. they need fertilisers aniweas. so ya. pls stop peeing in my fucking smelly lift!
3)throwing unwanted items in lifts. i dun see why the lift look like a rubbish dump to you lor. u got myopia isit?? or isit the pair of specs/contacts you are wearing the degree dun fit ur eye?? maybe i can reccomend you an optic. u moe its very assholic?? perhaps u think it isnt really that big a deal, but lets say u put this really heavy thing into the lift, then alot of ppl get into the lift then the wire of the lift break then the lift drop down and everybody die. ok. tts a little over drama but lets say u put this very big size thing into the lift. then, someone had the need to call the ambulance and calls the ambulance but when the paramedic come into the lift, they cant get in cos the stretcher too big and the thing is blocking the way and person dies just bcos the thing u threw in the lift. is like wat? just bcos of ur laziness someone got killed. PLS STOP DOIN THIS!

okay i am like almost done with this post le but just ending with pats lie.

pat: erm i have something to tell you.
me: wat??
pat: idk if i should tell you but
me: just say. about who and wat??
pat: about me.
me: wat about you
pat: cause that time i had fever then like night sweats and like bleeding gums,
then i went to the docs
me: and wat the docs say??
pat: he said i had acute leukemia
me: and wat it means??
pat: it means i have leukemia
me: and wats with the acute??
pat: it means a crowding of immature blood cell in the bone marrow cause the bone marrow to be unable to produce healthy blood cells.
me: i tot lukemia means got more white blood cells than red blood cells
pat: theres different type of leukemia.
me: uhuh. then? am i the only one tt noe this??
pat: erm. yah. u are te first i told.
me: okay. and?? when u noe??
pat: ytd.
me: and??
pat: theres only 50% chance in living.
.... to be continued

2008-11-15T11:34:00.001+08:00

can i have this dance-HSM3

2008-11-13T21:58:00.005+08:00

+ =
cityhall

i have frens asking me wat it meant when i said i was away. it was actually cos i got nth to post la. actually hor, by rights i shud have loads and loads of things to post. but sadly, by left, i forget about everything once i get to the plain emty blogger page but aniwaes dun worry vos i got alot to post today an yes, i did my blog notes too.

so lets start with a small little update on wat has been going on in my life:
monday:

mock ASEAN conference. it was kinda nice to play and we stole food. actually not stole la, the teacher frm anderson allowed us to take those food away. haha. yupps, so met few bitchy ppl and wanted to make frens with them but didnt have a chance. nvm, better luck next time, i hope. after mock asean we had campcomm meeting. so damn fun :D!

tuesday:

uncle's wedding. it was damn early when we left house and rushed out of home. we thought tt we were really really late but nopes, we werent. actually i would say we were early! so went down and opened door and took my angbao when uncle's car arrived. went up and ceremony begined. first went to the next block to pray to ancestors. very long nvr pray liao. like very funnnyfunny when i saw them do tt. then went back for tea ceremony and photo taking then rush to change and go sch! take few photos in sch and headed home. got changed and showered and dress for dinner and headed down to expo. rehersed the walk in and ta-da dinner begined. went around helping to do stuffs and within a while, everything ended. headed home and had a really good rest!

wednesday:

work review and parade. nth much

today:

camp comm planning! nth much as well. i love camp comm.

tmr:

grad night! its very tiring and i am tired. let me catch some sleep. nights!

iloveyou dearest. stop crying babe.

2008-11-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

BE AWAY FOR DAYS.

BACK SOON. ;D

2008-11-09T20:11:00.005+08:00

INCONSIDERATE FUCKERS (1)

i just cant understand the fact why some ppl just cannot be less selfish and put others before them? its actually a bloody simple thing la?! just think that you are in their situation and how will you feel. will u like it? will you be happy with the fact that something liddat had happened to you? would you like tt?

situation1, think for others:
ZOO. i went to the singapore zoo today to realise that today was actually a family day for PUB. so being a big company and having a family day at the some place, it will means that the staffs of the company would bring their family out. the company already very big liao, not forgetting about the staff's GF/BF, husband/wife, daughter(s)/son(s) and maid. so guess wat happen?
the zoo was:
flooded with ppl.
there were no carpark lots.
and even if there was, it was all the way at the back.
WOW! so wonderful huh? no parking lots. how?? how?? park along the roadside where cars are driving la?! good idea! so everyone parked liddat.(i parked into a carpark lot) so while driving out of the zoo, i was looking out at the window. and u noe wat? the cars were parked till the welcome sign of the zoo?! wth right? wat is this man? this would pose problems to ppl driving in and out of the zoo, it would oso put the ppl's that cars are parked outside at risk of being knocked. i was like *open mouth wide*. think la! ppl go zoo walked like siao already then still wanna walk all the way out(few KM hor?!)very tiring lei. whose fault? the visitors fault? cos they were parking their cars on the roads? or was it the zoo fault? for not building enough lots? or b'cos customers were always right? i say its the zoo fault. but why? COS WHEN PPL BUY FAMILY DAY PACKAGES FROM YOU, YOU COULD HAVE ESTIMATED THE AMOUNT OF PPL COMING TO THE ZOO, AND THOUGHT OF YOUR VISITORS AND NOT ONLY ABOUT THE FAMILY DAY! YOU COULD HAVE LIMITED THE NO. OF PPL COMING INTO THE ZOO FOR A FAMILY DAY. come on man. is this the service and facilities that are provide for a country that is ranked 15 worldwide for service?! think okay??!

think tt this istoo minor?

situation2, think b4 u say:
A is a public character. her word do carry some weight till a certain level. but i am sad to say, this very fine lady tt has high academic standards do not think before she talks. she do not talk sarcasticly but i would say she shoot ppl with wat she says. u may think: gerald, why are u so biased against her? its because she criticised me, of my height. i think she have got to realise that she wasnt taller than me even though she was wearing heels, of at the very least 3/4inch. how can she do tt la?! she have to reallise tt she shud think how others would feel when she said that. slefish. cant stand ppl liddat.

i have gtg now and i would probbly update this some other day
bye!

2008-11-07T15:14:00.008+08:00

THIS WOULD PROBLY HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU BUT STILL, SYMPHATISE OTHERS KAY?
Calif. gay-marriage ban creates legal uncertainty

isnt it very funy?? you let others decide if you could get married with someone you like? wtf?!
its like who defines it political correctness? its like why shud i let anyone decide if i could get married? its like who are you to say that this is not to be done? i am trying to say that this may be quite an offending post but still, if u dun like to read this, pls dun do so.

from the article in yahoo, the results in california for banning and non-banning of gay marraiges were 52% to 47% respectively. this would mean that gay marraiges were to be stopped. but isn't it amusing? if you tell me that you need to vote for upgrades in HDBs or election for members of parliment, i would seriously think that:" wow! this is such a democratic country?!" but if you let others decide on your future hapiness, i would think that:" wth is this? isn't it a little too much?" perhaps this isn't in singapore, if not many would tell me to refer to section 377A. but even though this isn't in singapore, and it doesnt affect me, i still feel the need to tell others that equality shud stand. america just had their president election and whose the new president? barack obama. and during his campaign wat was the sign that could be seen throughout the whole screen? yes, its the phrase: CHANGE, WE NEED. so wat has changed when obama became president?
1)there was a change in the skin colour of presidents tt stepped into the white house.
2)there was a change in the amount if money used to make commercials to support his campaign.
3)the country turned in to a democratic state.
and of course many many more...
so shudnt there be a change to what ppl think oso?!
but isnt it a little too much? because you cant accept the fact that you would have a gay marraige or you think you wont have a gay marraige, you stop others of having a gay marraige. you deprive them of love. wat if i told you that we shud oso vote if ppl could had sex since aids is spreading really badly now?! and then ppl say that there shudnt be sex? how would someone tt want sex badly feel? PUT URSELF IN THE SHOES OF OTHERS! SELFISH LIKE FUCK.

NEXT: POLITICAL CORRECTNESS
POLITICAL CORRECTNESS, they say that you are political correct when the state or you, come to a decision that would minimize the offense to a party. may it be a religion, a race, a country or watsoever, so long as u do not offend the majority of the crowd and make such a decision, you are politically correct. but have you guys out there that have been toking about political correctness thought wat is politically correct is morally correct? socailly correct? i think its called SELFISHLY CORRECT. yes, dun you think its a little too selfish to impose your thoughts on others? that explains the reason for a democratic state. we do not want to have one person to decide everything for us. we do not want that one person to impose his/her views on us. wat we want is a freedom for us to CHOOSE. and since we want freedom, shudnt we also let the ppl out there choose wat type of marraiges they wanna have. who they wanna marry? wat they want to do? since we do not want others to impose their views on us, why shud we do that to others? and if we think that there is this sole person making all the decisions and that this decisions are selfish and biase towards smth and think tt this person is a mother fucker then if we do that on others, wouldnt that make us the same?! make sense right?!

SECONDLY:WHY SHUD I LET ANYONE DECIDE IF I COULD GET MARRIED*
i think that some ppl out there have got to realise that everyone has different lives and what everyone is thinking is different. so if that was the case who on earth would noe me best? i think that there is only one answer and that is me, myself. only you, yourself would noe wat u want, wat u are thinking, wat u like or dislike and most importantly WHO YOU LOVE. so if thats the case and i noe myself best, why shud i let anyone decide if i could get married since i noe myself the best? and why do you have a right to choose who i am supose to marry? you are not me, you wont noe who i like right?
*me is just an anology.

THIRDLY: WHO ARE YOU TO SAY THAT THIS IS NOT TO BE DONE?
wat have the homosexuals done that you can be a judge to judge them and choose if they could get married? are you really that good? if you are, why not go be a judge in the international court instead? you have no rights to decide on anything for anyone cos you do not noe wat they are thinking?! are you them? do you noe how much they love each other?! why not i create a petition about guys and girls getting married?! and then this thing gets into another voting thingy and the results are that guys and girls cant get married? wat would you think? how would you feel? its as equal to breaking the couple up right?! wat have they done to be deserved you breaking them up? are you going to tell me that:" no reason lor, dun like them liddat nia." that is damn fucking stupid la?! so if i dun like you and ur bf/gf/wife/husband i could oso break you two up? its unfair and unreasonable right? precisely la?! where got such thing one? so ppl pls thiunk before you act next time. reflect bout it.

i hope that everyone would let everybody in the society to have an equal right to do things that you can do. SINCE YOU CAN DO IT, I DO NOT SEE WHY NOT. and no, i'm not gay.

2008-11-05T22:32:00.003+08:00

WARNING: IF YOU LIKE THE REFINED SIDE OF GERALD, DUN READ THIS...

so aniwaes, this entry can be kinda whiny and vulgar as i am tired. YES, I'M CRANKY! WAT?!! U HAVE A FUCKING PRBLEM WITH PPL TT ARE CRANKY?? THEN PROBABLY U SHUD FUCK OFF.

so ya, today's parade totally killed me. i am so tired and my freaking body is aching untill i can get fucking cramps when i am walking. wtf right? aniwaes i actually have a lot of things to blog about one but now i forget le. okay, now i actually remembered everythig i wanna write after a good night rest...

rights, so lets talk about promo first! promo was horrible and i totally screwed it up lik i dunno wat to say. my uniform was horrible as well(just like always)*:$* wanna noe how bad was it? let me tell you how many mistakes my NCOs and CIs found:
franco:7
shufei:4
darren:4
huiling:7
jason:8
total:30
so let professor gerald lim teach you some math now. 30 times 7 equals 210. and yes tt was how much i pumped ytd. nice number huh? 210heheh

aniwaes so much about parade, i wanna tok about wat has been going in in my mind.

1)FAKE PEOPLE
untill now, i still cant stand fake people. fake smiles, fake personalities on their blog and the most fucking idiotic people tt i cant stand are:hypocrites. lets talk about fake smiles first. smiles are something desirable, smiles can make someone look very good or bad and i cant stand people with fake smiles or people with smiles look vey pasted(as quoted from jen). some of you here may tag me or tell me that i have no rights to talk about smiles since i have a spastic one but still, a spastic smile doesnt means its fake. do go look up on a dictionary. so aniwaes, back to fake smile. when a smile is very pasted, you noe wat is there on the face of that someone? the smile would say"slap me please, my smile totally deserves tt." its like when you fake smile, you dun smile from your heart. you dun wanna smile but u are just fucking doing it for the sake of it.then dun smile la fucker! so yes, done with fake smiles. so lets go on to fake personalities. when i say fake personalities, it seriously mean that they are revealing a fake side of themselves. i noe aot of those people but i'm not going to say who, but still being fake is just fucking stupid?! when you reveal a fake side of yourself, you pretend to be really really nice but are actually that nice? think about it yourself. use your fucking peanut-sized brain! if you cnt use your brain to think use your ass to think la?! do you seriously think that showing a fake side of yourself would bring you more frens? expand your social circle?NO! the answer is a NO! perhaps when you do that, it will expand your social circle, a social circle of fake people. then perhaps when you ll go out together, it will be a fake outing?~ wow! how exciting. pls la?!! so, ppl with fake personalities out there, STOP IT! STOP BEING FAKE FOR GODNESS SAKE! so lastly, let me just talk about hypocrites before i move on. hypocrites are really disgusting. a group of fucking retarding disgusting ppl. they act damn good, nice wonderful infront of some ppl but actually they are not. they backstab they push faults around. tehy are just horrible. i hate fake people!
okay so i'm done with this fake people post. i am going to post something else toady! :D
oh ya. and if someone out there suddenly comes out to me and scold me"hey u suck. how can u comment on smth like tt!'' i wouldnt really give it a damn. just like xiaxue always says" this is my blog, and i blog whatever i like!" bye;D

2008-11-01T11:44:00.002+08:00

hey! its finally back to blogging. been away for quite some time le!
firstly i wanna post smth totally random. dun ask me why i'm posting this.

ytd ytd ytd ytd night:

class chalet. not going to tok much about it but i do have to admit the hse isn't tt funny as the hse looked like. seriously, it isnt too scary unless you walk higher up to old changi hospital in the night. it wont be too scary if theres a big group at the chalet oso. but note, if you wanna stay there, you must either have a car, or bring lots and lots of money for taxi fare cos the nxt place you might wanna consider if you wanna get smth is like err err. changi village??! damn far la!

ytd ytd ytd night:

PTC. i tot it was okay lor but that wasnt wat the exco felt. perhaps its just me. i cant fit into their shoes and think... but seriously, wat exco and I/C said dun match and they contradict each other.

ytd ytd night and day:

spent lots of time in sis kindergaten(which used to be mine too.) and catched up with some ppl too. overall, it quite fun.

ytd:

slack is wat i shud say andwasted my good 24hrs.

today:

going to [repare myself for promotion test. i'm gonna get my third class drill badge :D

2008-10-29T08:27:00.004+08:00

HOLIDAYS :D(SO NOT)
its finally the holidays now. and i shud be pretty much free but i am seriously so not. parade tomorrow but not attending cos i would have to run errands for uncle's wedding the whole afternoon and have smth on in the evening/night. promo test on 5nov. i think same day as o'level lor. better still dun test. seriously la, i'm a little tired of UG. all the last minute notices and all the pumping. they are getting fucking tiring.

pimples outbreak. damn saddening. my pimples all xia bu qu(cnt go down) howhowhow? havent been going out cos of them. kinda tiring cos planning class chalet in ulu changi and once again ppl if u are wondering how it looks like and didnt go to class blog, this is how it looks like:

is it just me or wat? i thnk the place look ''funny funny'' lei. nothing to do with the stories of the japanese occupation being here and old changi hospitalbut it looks ''funny'' lei. aniwaes if you dunno how to get there here it is:

getting there by car.

1)coming from the north:take SLE/TPE and exit to loyang ave.*

2)coming from the west:take AYE/ECP to PIE to TPE/SLE and exit to loyang ave.*

*from there, go along loyang Ave and turn into cranwell road.

getting there by bus & train

1)take the MRT service or bus services to get to tampines MRT station.

then, transfer to bus service 29. check the location of the chalet and alight at the stop.**

2)take bus or train to pasir ris MRT station & take the shuttle services.***

*** the pick up point from pasir ris mrt station is the taxi stand facing main road. pls refer here
for timeslots

for those taking o'levels or wateva exam, jiayous and press on!

meanwhile, here's a pic for you to look at laugh at how amusing it is!

2008-10-28T08:20:00.003+08:00

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle. (Okay!)
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. (orh!)
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. (no problem!)
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name. (like this??)

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?
- christmas don (huh? dun make sense lei)

2. How would you describe yourself?
- christmas song (i think so)

3. What do you like in a girl/guy?
- i'm sorry, i dun love you no more (where got ppl like ppl cos of tt one?!)

4. How do you feel today?
- crush on you ( i am not admitting)

5. What is your life's purpose?
-gotta go my own way (??!)

6. What is your motto?
- miracle (o.0)

7. What do your friends think of you?
- work this out (wah. is tt wat they relly think of me?)

8. Your parents?
- at the beggining (once again. dun make sense)

9. What do you think about very often?
- back at one (huh?)

10. What is 2 + 2?
- beacause you live (i fail math. shud i?)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
- big girls dun cry (he's a guy)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
-bye bye (so no!)

13. What is your life story?
- do you know (...)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
- everytime we touch (no make sense)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
- far away (pretty much reasonable)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
-firefly ( tt song very irritating lei.)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
- graduation (this fits)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
- high school musical2- you are the music in me (no!)

19. What is your biggest fear?
- never let you go (i agree with this)

20.What is your biggest secret?
- kidnap my heart (0.o)

21.What do you think of your friends?
- kiss goodbye (i dun kiss them)

22.What will you post this as?
-kiss kiss (i'll post this as irritating and stupid?!)

23. What song would you play during your first kiss?
- last christmas (tt one is sad song lei)

next quiz. i name it
10

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU:
1) Are you single?
- i dun wish to.
2) Are you happy?
- not really.
3) Are you bored?
- apparently. if not i will not do ur stupid quiz right?!
4) Are you sad?
- abit?
5) Are you italian?
- dun i look more like a indoneisian??
6) Are you pregnant?
- i am a guy.
7) Are you afraid of the dark?
- no
8) Are you good at cooking?
- NO. i am not a talented cook.
9) Are you irish?
- i'm singaporean
10) Are your parents still married?
- are u cursing me?!

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
1) Do you believe in love at first sight?
- yes. i tried smth tt started with a stare once.
2) Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
- yes.
3) What is it that you look for in someone?
- attention
4) Are you afraid of commitments?
- no
5) Have you hugged someone within the last week?
- i forgot lei.
7) Have you ever had a secret admirer?
- say liao is SECRET admirer. how i noe?!
8) Which ex did you love the most?
- tt one. but i love mine now more.
9) Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex?
- erm. erm. no
10 Have you ever cheated in a relationship?
- Nope.

NEXT TEN:
1) Love or money?
- both.
2) Hard liquor or beer?
- vodka will do me fine.
3) Cats or dogs?
- dogs
4) A few best friends or many regular friends?
- Few best friends.
5) Television or internet?
- actually i like televison more.
6) Pepsi or coke?
- they not same meh?
7) Wild night out or romantic night in?
- Romantic night in.
8) Money or happiness?
- Happiness.
9) Night or day?
- Night.
10) MSN or phone?
- phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER:
1) Been caught sneaking out?
- No
2) Been skinny dipping?
- u say lei. NO LA!
3) Done something you regret?
- ya.
4) Bungee jumped?
- no!? not daring enough.
5) Lied to someone you love?
- yeah
6) Finished an entire jaw breaker?
- wat tt arh?
7) Have you ever slept in someone else's bed?
- yeah.
8) Wanted an ex bf/gf back?
- yeah. (its wantED)
9) Cried because you lost a pet?
- actually, no.
10) Wanted to disappear?
- no

TEN PREFERENCES:
1) Smile or eyes:
- smile. since i already have eyes tt twinkle
2) Light or dark hair:
- Dark.
3) Hugs or kisses:
- kisses.
4) Shorter or taller:
- middle.
5) Intelligence or attraction:
- attraction.
6) Romantic or spontaneous:
- Romantic.
7) Hook-up or relationship:
- Relationship.
8) Dinner out or takeaways:
- Dinner out.
9) Hot or cute:- hot!
10) Educated or dropout:
- educated.

TEN LASTS:
1) Last phone call you made:
- MUM!
2) Last phone call you received:
- DDD
3) Last person you hung out with:
- amanda. we took bus home together.
4) Last person you tackled:
- huh? wats tackle??
5) Last person(s) you hugged:
- really forgot.
6) Last text message you received:
- fir's
7) Last person(s) you went to the movies with:
- valere. we still sit couple sit. hahaha
8) Last person/thing you missed:
- that person.
9) Last thing you touched:
- keyboard.
10) Last person/thing to piss you off:
- DDD

i agree tt this thing is stupid and i ripped this off her.
i will be back to post later. i gotta eat smth. i'm gonna faint la!

2008-10-26T10:11:00.002+08:00

dun ask me why. i just love your twinkleness.

2008-10-24T21:10:00.004+08:00

NPCC LCP RANK.

omg. i am so damn happy and sad now lei. i'm proud but dissapointed oso.
i'm happy and proud cos i got my lcp rank but sad and dissaponted cos i dun have third class drill badge. seriously lor, i feel that all the pumping is worth it for a stripe on your rank :D.
one day my rank will look like this:

no la. theres no such rank in npcc. it would probbly be like staff sergent but it dun have 4 arrows.
and yes. i picasa-ed the thing.
parade today:
damn tiring. i almost died but i love rank and badge presentation. hahaha.
erm all rank and badges were given out and i was the last one la to get my rank and badge. damn scaring! okay, i'm weared out. i gonna catch some rest. i shall update more tmr. bye ;D
p.s. i will work hard for my third class drill badge!

i see that you twinkle in my eyes. iloveyou.

2008-10-23T20:34:00.003+08:00

fucked

i seriously am la. i think its just freaking pissing off and fucked up.
seriously, the whole day had been stupid. but before i start flaming people on my blog, i only have to tell them: i am pretty afraid that there is nothing you can do to make me take this post down. i'm terribly sorry if you are flamed here but it just shows your popularity if i post it up.(its not as if anione reads this aniwaes.) and for those of you out there if you think i am whining then pls reconsider, i am not. if you just cant accept the fact then perhaps you shud just fuck off. i am just trying to explain and share my agony and fuckedupness by some people. oh ya and yes, do remember that this is my blog and i would appreciate if you would leave a constructive tag on my blog. but if you cant then i would rather u shut your bloody trap. silence is golden. thanks for respecting this rule.

so lets start with the morning.
early in the morning it was still a :D but it all turned into a D: when duty started.
exco were testing late-coming department today. maybe not all of us,but at the very least, they tested xuting's abilities. and just because at the very least they were testing xuting, they tested her leadership abilities and in which we were all attituded. okay. so forget about the morning part kay after all the crying xuting had. lets just say that all her tears flooded all the trouble away.
duty in hall. excuse me?! wat the FUCKING HELL is that type of answer supposed to mean?? erm.erm. i dun suppose the council alumni neither senior council neither the teachers talk to us liddat. so wat mother fucking hell gives you the fucking rights to talk liddat. huh?! then?! this was wat happened(i am not gonna use names not bcos i am scared but because i dun wanna embarass you):
me: so is there duty today??
person B: erm... wait arh. (disscusses with other ppl. digressing a little)
after a few minutes...
me: so is there duty anot?!(pissed off a little)
person B: err.
person C: since you all like doing then do lor.
person B&C walks away.
me: so got duty anot??
person D: god upstairs.
fuck you all la. god upstairs i oso noe. walao eh. still got that who damn fucking extra... nvm. i shan't say it.

NP Parade:
actually it was rather fun. but it was rather pathetic to have "PT". i shan;t say more cos i am very pissed over wat had happened. okay. i gtg do my things. hope to get my rank tmr. wish me best of luck.

UPDATED: pls understand that i am not mad and that i just need to rant on my blog. i am terribly sorry as i would not take this post down just as i had promised myself and mentioned in the earlier part of the entry. thanks for the explanation chris. i totally understand. erm. but there were still micommunication between exco and us if there were still duties anot lor. yupps and no one told us anth that we were supposed to do till few minutes b4 the deployment. i noe you guys are a little stressed up by the tea-reception but i hope that we will all work on this together- communication.

2008-10-22T21:05:00.003+08:00

PHS NPCC

yes, thats the design of my unit-tee. i am so tired

scoop of today's parade:
erm it was rather fun today and we learn quite alot.
was in shu fei's group today. wah, i tell you being in her group is the best that u can find man. we got enough breaks that we deserved to have. huiling's group was kinda intresting but i suppose it was kinda tiring for them too. darren's group is so damn buay tahan la(no offences) they damn pathetic lei. they march as if they running liddat lei. very fast, very tiring one. alrights thats about all. CI jason didnt turn up for np. felt a little weird cos no chance to laugh at his funny actions. alrights, i'm afraid i have to go le. bye and nights.
postnote: i am not going to let gimhwa catch my pants tmr. xP
postenote./postnote: i admit, i dun give a fuck about it.
postnote./postnote./postnote: ILY

2008-10-19T19:29:00.002+08:00

ADVERTORIAL

twilight.

book by: Stephenie Meyer

book since: 1973(i think so:x, can someone clarify my doubts)

rough idea of story: bella left house for another town and lived with her dad. she attended another school and fell in love with a guy. edward cullen(a vampire)

yupps so i am currently reading this book. its kinda nice. its the #1NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER. so ya, read the book with me.

okay so much about advertorials and funny weird stuffs on my blog now i have to definately update about my life.

thursday:

spent my beautiful afternoon in the cinema. and nothing really came to me.

friday:

typical day at school, i guess. was rather bored but scared cos:

#1: had to do pupils creed

#2: patrolled in D&T block with joy.

D&T block ver scary lei. really, i mean walking in the block without anyone one around except ur partner is scary enough liao. still need to check toilet somemore lei. it was like a heart attack after another.

saturday:

slacked, slacked and sclacked.

today:

attempted to run and i did lor!

erm so nth much for the week

gtg... bye. nights!

p.s. i cant wait for tues!

2008-10-19T00:12:00.002+08:00

okay. i am seriously having problems.
christ. save me.

amen.

intensive prayers starts now.

2008-10-18T23:24:00.003+08:00

just like promised, HOUSE BUNNY MOVOE CRITIC

it was just like any typical movie just that the bunny was a little much more bimbotic.

plot: Sherry gets sabotage by another bunny in the house while heff is away.

she leaves the playboy mansion unknowingly that heff didn't ask her to leave.

she sleeps in her car(she didnt have anywhere else to live since she was adopted by heff) and police came knocking on her door. policemen gave her the alcohol breath tester thingy thats looks like this:

the policemen asked her to blow. and as a bimbo, she was stupid and so she didnt understand wat the policemen meant when he said blow. she went down the policemen's pants and gave him a blowjob. and apparently, she ended up in police station(not having sex in the wilderness hor>.<)

she leaves the police station and came to a house that she thought look like a mini-playhouse mansion. she walks in and to find out it was a place where females students of a campus lived and she finds out that every such home would have a housemother that would arrange everythings for the girls, so she decides to be one too.

and yadyadayada, she finallys come to a house named ZETA and they were a house full of bitches.(corrections. nerds shud be the word. they were not popular) and they have to have 30pledges and if not the house would close down. she finds herself teaching the girls how to dress etc. and the girls finally got confidence and turned into beauties*angels singing*

but on the other hand, heff, returning home and figured out that another bunny sabotaged sherry calls sherry home and be the total fabulous MISS NOVEMBER. She returns home and realised that she cant help but miss her zeta girls so much and returns home helping them when one of the girls was sabo-ed by another girl of the mini-playboy mansion. they finally got 30pledges and throwed a party for sherry. andand they lived happily ever after...i think so :x

erm ya. so the movie was rather funny and nice but it was only for 1.30hrs+/-

but nevertheless, i enjoyed it. alrights, i gtg...

my tagboard is dying. do pls leave a tag. thanks.

2008-10-18T11:26:00.004+08:00

for all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in
(the bin)
But why are you making this thing drag on so long
(I wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly game
(silly games)
Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
its not me who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you in a state
(in a state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

blog more later! i am going to read books! i am gonna have high intellectual! ><

p.s. you shud noe that the red words are for you. lets stop this silly game now.

2008-10-17T15:07:00.002+08:00

life is damn fucked up and screwed. PISSED OFF!
post more later!
i am not whining! D:

if i could have given up the skies for you; you could had done so too.

2008-10-16T18:32:00.010+08:00

what a bitchy day it is?!

today have been so bitchy so here are a little bitchy things i did:
1) bitchy laughter in mind-mapping wokshop
2) bitch about people half-way through workshop
3) acted like janice dickinson
4) imitated tyra banks on america's next top model
5) watched house bunny
6) bitchly screamed when toilet seat cover broke

erm... thats about all le.

aniwaes, if you would allow me to continue, i will talked about how unreasonable things can get!
first example:

LADY AT NTUC.
yes, perhaps the lady at the counter was wrong to put the sanitary pad with dunno wat food together, but still, it doesnt give you the right to raise your voice at her, you freaking bitch! so old already, if your brain got not enough nerves, take some of your freaking wrinkles and stuff the bloody shit out of it in your brain la! i mean, since you would not run out of wrinkles anyways! wah! she damn wat lei, scream at the counter lady infront of everyone! just like i always say; before you do smth, use your brain to think. and if you really are that stupid then use your freaking ass to think la! and if your ass still cant think perhaps you should ask a maggot. wait a minute, do you even noe wats a maggot?! go search up the dictionary! oops! i forgot! stupid ppl dunnoe how to search dictionary so here is this thing to help you.(i hope you noe how to click on this button :x)
defination of maggot

second case:
MY FREAKING SISTER
FUCK HER LA! walao eh! she gets everything she wants cos she is small and all she do is whine all day. once again, use your ass to think la! walao eh, being the eldest i have to give way. FREAK LA! i started giving way to my 10 years-old sister since i was like 3 and i had to give way to two sisters since i was like 9?! cants she just use her brain to think about it?! i have to give way since i am 3, and now she is 4 but she just cant seem to give way to my youngest cousin that my mom babysit all day?! everything i have are what i earn for and that includes my PSP, phone, DS lite, and manymany more but my sisters gets them just because i have them and they are jealous and dad just get them one too?! where got liddat one?! where got fair?! and the youngest goes around irritating ppl just when ppl are going to bed?! if i am a doctor, i will freaking diagnose her with Hyperglycemia even if she has it or not. she goes jumping and screaming all day long la! and my 10 years-old sis damn AA one la?! argh! i hate my sis?!

third case:

MOSQUITO

my mosquito bites come in two and they are like side by side?! you maybe would say that it was probabbly coincedential that this happened but i have 3pairs of such bites?! i wonder if the mosquitos are lke twins or are they couple la?! and perhaps they would look like this...

>.<(yes, i'm digressing!)

okok... this long post weared me out. i shall critic house bunny tomorrrow!

nights!

p.s. if you seriously think its my fault; then fine, i'm sorry.

2008-10-14T22:17:00.003+08:00

okay... its not that i dunhave anything to post about but that i am too tired to post about them.
seriously, i'm EXHAUSTED...

ytd:
went out with mum, dad and uncle to give out invitations for uncle's wedding and we had to give them out personally cos they were like the elders in the famillies o.0(my family is really big... BIG=200++) yupps, so i like saw my papers and then went to the childcare centre and saw this wang jia bao boy... he looked so much like... nvm... and yes, by night, i was freakking tired... i slept at 2++a.m.

today:
woke up like at 5.45a.m. and its like wtf... all thanks to morning inspection la!
argh!! @%#^%%@^(*^*$$#$0
so went for script checking... today papers were really bad compared to ytd's but aniwaes i still got to thank GOD really so much! ermerm then went to celebrate jasmine bday at pizza hut and went to play at playground then went to find my anti-gossip club:x. bus-ed home with pat again and watched tv all the while at home. gosh i am freaking hungry, i didnt eat dinner!

here are my marks for papers: (they are bad, but i passed all :P)
literature: B4
eng:B4
sci:B4
chi:B4
geog:B4
HE:c5
math:gosh, its a c6

err..err. wat did i wanna say?? oh ya...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE!

alrights, so i got to like go rest! tmr got macritche trip!
so... bye and nights! andand goodluck for sec2 camp sec2s!

2008-10-12T22:21:00.002+08:00

alrights i'm posting... i noe its apparent tt i am posting and i need not say it but i am still saying it aniwaes...
alrights lets see what i had done today:
1) attempted to go running
2) slack at home
3) had dim-sum
4) brought sis for piano lessons
5) bought presents for someone
6) went to grandma house to write invitations
7) had dinner
8) went to "remind" grandpa to eat his medicine
9) got home and going to sleep

ermerm yupps... so get ready to check your literature, english, science, geography and art tomorrow! alrights gtg for now! byebye, sweet dreams, good night! ;D

2008-10-12T10:56:00.004+08:00

first thing first... i need to wish some ppl happy birthday. going out soon, will be back to blog later...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERIANNE!

HEH! I SMSED U TODAY MORNING LE HOR!

ERMERM...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TAN XIN CI!

I AM JUST LATE FOR 1 DAY :X

2008-10-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

alrights, second post of the day- just like always...-
i think people have freaking problem with me and my blogging skills. i dunno why but someone commented that it was BITCHY la. wtf right?! bitchy?! do those people(not you, sarah) even noe how to use the word?!
so now, i am going to show u how stupid some questions from my frens can get...

comment 1:
why do gerald even have to post like twice a day recently?
:because theres a need to lah?!

comment 2:
gerald should blog like on a regular basis.
:do you even blog?! or do you even bloghop?! isn't it just pure sian to hear ppl tok bout how stupid and fucked up their day have been?! wanna blog oso mus find smth to blog about wat?!

comment 3:
gerald dun use proper english and there are so many typos?!
:well you see, i am not a bachelor of degree in english language and literature just as yet. so my english isn't that good... i guess so... and hor, typos are mistakes and i am only 13.. i mean mistakes have nothing to do with age la but still, everyone makes mistakes.

comment 4:
gerald keeps using singlish like: hor, la, lei
:cos they are part of singapore and i am a singaporean(PROUD TO BE ONE!)

last comment:
why are you so bithchy and mean?
:i dun think i am la... if you are wondering. i nvr bitch bout anyone on my blog before hor!
yupps so stop bitching bout me... i noe i'm popular! you are so meannn D:

yaddayaddayadda and it still goes on and on and on...

so these are some comments from my frens and relatives that i think are stupid and are SO NOT CONSTRUCTIVE. but i appreciated them anyways(it gave me smth to blog about)
so yupps i am almost done but i have 1 last comment and i am so not happy with this one... it has something to do with my smiling skills D:

many ppl told me that i look spastic but i was told by someone today that i look
RETARDED!!!
i am so crossed and pissed and touchy i will erupt like mount merapi if anyone crosses my path.
WTF la!! okay. so i will stop taking photos for quite some time till i learn "the right way of smiling" WTWTF!! i dunno u all are happy or wat but i dun really care.

okay. so i bet you all will miss me cos i wont take pictures for quite some time because of that freaking comment. aniwaes, this is gerald signing off, byebye and goodnight!

10.28p.m.

2008-10-11T15:23:00.000+08:00

okay, so i haven't been doing much today yeh? but nevertheless, i'm still bloggging.

alrights... so i shall be doing smth still to keep this blog thing alive! :D

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cross!!

erm these crosses are made from beads and they apparently have a metal chain for you to hook it anywhere u want... you could hang it on your bag or earhole??(i don't really care)

my personal favourite is the white one with gold beads but they are available in 5 colours:

orange

blue

gold

yellow

red

they are actuallly kinda cheap at around $3 for one??

and there is this handphone strap angel like thing:

and no... ITS NOT A CHOKER!!! i got like 6 frens tt i showed this pic to and all of them ask me if this was a choker! its not okay?! wtf la??! neither is it a necklace. its a freaking handphone strap!

okay once again its available in many colours:

green

pink

purple

but this time, they are at $5 for 1

ermerm.. these accesories are handmade and they will apparently will be much more expensive if u get them in accesories shop or any other department stores... NOPE! they are not made by me... how can i do such art la.. so nice lei... if u want them u can get them like from me.

alrights... i should be blogging more later! bye for now!! ;D